Serefina, generally a direct young woman, could not think of how to answer this question, as it was every mother’s duty to educate her daughter, and any daughter lacking a mother would find no lack of goodly older women to deliver the needful education. “It is… one who has not known love.”
“Don’t! Don’t touch the water!”
Serefina obeyed, letting her hand fall to her side. “The water is bad?”
“It’s a dream pool. If you drink it, your dreams will be affected.” Geode shrugged. “I guess it wouldn’t hurt you, it’s just that you don’t know what you’ll get.”
Serefina had no intention of opening herself to the dreams of others. “We’ll find water elsewhere,” she said.
Kiroli, however, had crept forward. “So if you drink the water, you’ll have different dreams?”
Geode smiled at her. “You don’t need it. I can tell you all the dreams you wish to hear.”
Kiroli nearly wriggled with pleasure, like a puppy. She peered into the water and moved her head from side to side. “There’s no reflection!” she said, disappointed. She had grown up without looking glasses — lepers assuredly did not want them – and had only seen dim images of herself in puddles after rain. This marvelously still pool, she had thought, would be as good as a looking glass.
“Do you see the dreams?” Geode asked. He did not really expect that she would.
Kiroli continued to peer, bringing her face closer and closer to the pool’s surface. There were tiny golden flickers that darted and rolled beneath the surface, it was impossible to tell whether they were a finger’s breadth away or an arm’s length. “I see fish. Tiny gold fish….”
Geode was delighted. “Those are dreams, not fish! If you concentrate on one dream, let yourself fall into it, it’s like a story telling itself to you.”
Serefina grasped the back of Kiroli’s dress and pulled her away. She did not need two dreamers on her hands. “If you fall in, you’ll get nothing more than wet, girl.” Kiroli looked up at her, wide-eyed.
“I meant figuratively, not actually,” Geode explained gently.
“Dreamers mean everything figuratively. I am stellar, and I say, stay away from dreams, girl.”
But Kiroli was wildly curious, and she had noted how Geode’s interest in her had increased when she had seen the dreams. Maybe he would want her for a wife if they had something in common. And she had never had any dreams but her own, what would it be like to dream someone else’s dreams? “All right,” she agreed, but as soon as Serefina loosed her hold, Kiroli flung herself face first into the still water and sucked down several mouthfuls before her cursing stellar hauled her out. The water went down her throat feeling and tasting just like any water, so she was unsure whether she had consumed any of the dreams. Would they feel like fish? Would they writhe in her stomach? “I don’t think I got any dreams,” she gasped.
Geode laughed and laughed. Serefina planted her feet and walloped Kiroli’s rear with a single, hard, swing of her arm. Kiroli, astonished, let out a yell, quickly silenced as Serefina raised her arm again. “Never disobey me again, virgin!” Serefina warned. “Else our failure is assured.”
“Virgin?” Geode said, and Kiroli, seeing his frown, remembered what Serefina had said, that a virgin could not marry.
“Not for long,” she hastened to say. “I just haven’t had the opportunity, growing up amidst death, like you said. But I… well, I… maybe you could help me?” she finished hopefully, gazing at his smooth forehead. Geode’s eyebrows rose delicately and he turned to look at Serefina, and Kiroli saw that he considered her a child, and that Serefina did as well, and she felt her entire body grow hot, despite the chill that dripped from her long hair down the inside of her dress.
But Serefina stepped in front of Kiroli, extending her hand, palm out toward Geode in the universal “stop” gesture and said, “You are forbidden, Geode of….” She paused and said accusingly, “You never told us from where you hail!”
”From the Five Villages,” Geode said. “And there’s no need to forbid me, I wouldn’t. And your forbidding makes no difference, forbid the leaf to turn, and does it hear you?:
”It had better, if it does not wish to be torn leaf from limb,” Serefina said. “Very well, you have said you won’t, and to that I hold you.”
”What about me? Why doesn’t anyone ask me? Who asked you to go around forbidding? You’re not my mother. And you said strong women….”
Serefina interrupted Kiroli’s impassioned sulk. “I am not your mother, I am your stellar.” She directed an eye-to-eye stare at the girl, who dropped her head and slumped, and Serefina immediately felt guilty ((no I have to change this. She would not feel guilty)). Forbidding anyone from love was not something Serefina wished for, but the girl was young, the boy was a dreamer, and Serefina had set her mind on a path from which she would not turn, a path that would benefit them all. She paused and chewed her lip. “It’s for your own good, girl, and for the good of us all. If you are interested in making your fortune….” She paused again and once more decided to approach the subject sideways. Addressing Geode, she asked, “In your dreams, have you ever seen a unicorn?”
Chapter Seven: In Which the Three of Them Encounter Marlin
The days stretched out and Marlin could not decide whether he loved or hated being solitary. By turns he felt both, and by turns he turned back to go home and turned again to go on. The earth turned, the sun turned over head, the stars turned. He hunted, he ate. He walked, he ran. And his mind turned over and over the question of how one should go about seeking one’s fortune. There were, of course, numerous accepted methods, highway robbery being probably the most popular, but he had traveled in the wrong direction; one could not rob from one’s own people, and at any rate he had seen no one worth robbing. Treasure hunting was, of course, a popular pastime, but there was no profit in treasure hunting, only in treasure finding, to which Marlin had no objection, but neither had he any idea where to begin. Marrying wealthy could result in a considerable fortune, but since he had run away to avoid marriage, it would be foolish indeed to run directly into one, and, besides, there were no wealthy women in evidence. There were a few trades that could make one wealthy, but how did one get started in a trade?
There was, Marlin supposed, a great deal of luck involved in finding a fortune. And so, he left it up to fortune and continued on his way, eating when he hungered, sleeping when he wearied, talking to himself when the solitude weighed on him. He was talking to himself that fateful morning. “Rabbits, rabbits, I am tired of them. What would I give for a good venison steak. I would give my bride, ha, I already gave her up. I would give my family and my home, ha. At home they have venison. Who would have thought this forest was so devoid of deer? I would give the hair off my head. It’s all I have left.” As he muttered to himself, he watched the ground, looking for signs of the passage of deer; he saw and had seen many signs of many passages of many deer, he just never saw the actual deer; fortune had turned against him. Probably the mother of that wretched young woman had been a witch and had laid a curse on him. Perhaps the woman herself had been one, in which case he had chosen rightly to run. “Then again, what fortune might a witch wife bring, what luck? What deer?”
As he was saying this, there was a crashing in the foliage, a sound louder than any he had heard since he had left home, and he looked up in time to see a doe, running for her life, she burst through the trees at him, and more by reflex than by skill, he loosed his spear and caught her at the base of the neck. She staggered, ran a few steps, wobbled, and fell, and Marlin, hollering in triumph, freed his knife from its sheath at his hip, grasped the doe’s head by an ear and slit her throat in an arc so swift that her soul was freed without even a death scream. Marlin jumped back from the spray of blood, laughing and crowing, and it was there that Serefina found him.
Geode had dreamt many dreams of unicorns, and Serefina soon wished she had not asked him, though Kiroli’s eyes and ears seemed unable to drink enough of him. Serefina goaded him for useful information from this rubbish heap of murky fruit rinds until he happened to mention a tree that pointed to fate, and she demanded he take her there. Geode retraced his steps to the tree and this time its elegant limb was found to be pointing in a new direction, which the three of them followed. Finding one’s way through the wilderness was a gift inherent in all Serefina’s folk, and she was grateful for it now, since her two charges had no sense of direction and little sense. The dreamer, of course, would ramble, his words following his feet, or vice-versa. The young girl showed no inclination to do anything other than worship the boy, and Serefina’s patience wore thin, and she had to remind herself strictly that young girls could not be expected to behave otherwise. Kiroli did turn out two useful skills: fire building and cooking, and as long as Serefina could bring down meat, the three of them ate well.
Kiroli could not stop thinking about Geode’s lips.
Lips were often the first bits of flesh to fall away from a leper, which was why lepers tended to wear veils or to stretch pieces of cloth over their faces, muffling their voices and their faces both. Keeper, of course, he had lips, but thin and tight and wrinkled. The full, soft lips of Geode were tempting as juicy raspberries. They curved always in a slight smile, shadows at the corners, and Kiroli felt she would never tire of watching them, the way they moved as he talked, how they smoothed back from his teeth when he grinned, how he licked them when he ate. She thought about licking them herself, how would they taste? Running her fingers over her own lips, she thought about touching his. Maybe he would let her feed him, drop berries into his mouth, and she could sneakily touch them, would he let her? But after that first humiliating rejection, she could not find the courage to ask, and, besides, Serefina glowered at her enough as it was. Kiroli hung on his every word, came as near to him as possible as often as possible, and he smelled delicious, like cinnamon and persimmon, two “umons.” He smelled of dreams.I like this little aside sharing what Kiroli was thinking about. -Softleathers 11/9/08 3:08 PM
That morning Serefina had tracked a deer and surprised it, had speared it, but badly, in the thigh, and the animal had run well. Serefina had given chase, but, even wounded, the doe could outrun her; the warrior’s hope was that the doe would bleed and lose strength, and so she trailed it, not running full out until she heard a yell and a laugh. Putting on a burst of speed, she crashed through the bushes in the wake of the doe to find a man crowing over its blood, the blood of her doe, and, not pausing to think, she freed her knife from its sheath at her hip, and slammed into him, knocked him to the ground. She put her knee on his chest and her knife to his throat and bared her teeth.
Marlin had heard of the warrior women of Wassus, of course, but he had never met one till now and could not say he was pleased at the meeting. It was a simple enough matter to disarm her and roll away, but he felt this would be unchivalrous, and so he instead gently set her aside and allowed her to keep her knife. There was an enraged scream and a wild slash, at least the slash appeared at first glance to be wild but on second glance was deliberate as the alphabet, and only Marlin’s superior reflexes prevented any blood loss. He caught the woman’s arm and fell to the ground with her atop, thinking to allow her to pin him and declare victory; surely a win would soothe her pride, but by the manner in which she pressed her weapon closer, he saw that allowing her to win might be chivalrous but would end poorly, at least in the judgment of one who valued Marlin’s life, and if he chose to win, it would hurt her pride but save his life, and so, regretfully, he twisted her wrist, tossed her knife aside, and held her to the ground with as little force as was necessary, though this proved to be quite a lot.
”I beg your pardon,” he said, grunting with effort.
”It’s my deer!” the woman said through her teeth. She attempted, unsuccessfully, to knee his groin.
“I beg your pardon,” he repeated, “if it’s yours, I relinquish it, and gladly, I would never have killed it, had I known.”
”You didn’t notice my spear sticking out of its butt?”
Marlin turned his head. There was, indeed, a spear protruding from the rear of the doe. The next thing he knew, something made contact with the side of his face. A stunned moment was all the woman required to free herself and reverse their positions, but, without her knife, she was less dangerous, and Marlin allowed her the win, until he felt her thumbs pressing under his ears with the unbelievable force of a mountain, and once again Marlin had to be unchivalrous or die, but before he could make up his mind, the woman spoke. “I am stellar. Say it or die.” She lessened the pressure fractionally, to allow him to speak.
”But there are only two of us,” he said, confused.
”I have two followers. We are four. I am stellar. Say it.”
”Give me your name and I will say it.” This was an honorable way out, and if she wanted it so much, he was willing to let her have it.
”Serefina of Wassus. Say it.”
”Wassus, I’d never have guessed.” The woman growled and tightened her hold, so he hastened to say, “Serefina of Wassus, I am Marlin of Grinnell. You are stellar.” She let him up, darting away and retrieving her knife, adopting a wary stance. Marlin sat up and rubbed his neck. “You assume much.”
”Only what I need to.” Wrenching her spear from the deer carcass, she sheathed her knife and turned to face him, feet apart, hand on hip, spear planted. She looked him up and down. “Bring the deer and follow me. I don’t imagine it will be much of a burden to you. You do know how to track?”
The question burned, as he’d been unable to find a deer until she had chased one into his path. ”I can track better than you can throw,” he said, nodding his head at her spear.
The woman’s lips twitched. “Fair enough.” She bounded to the crushed bushes where the deer had come through but turned back, hesitating only a moment as she again looked him over. “One of my charges is a young girl, a virgin. You are not to touch her.”
”All right,” Marlin agreed, puzzled.
”Say it. You are not to touch her.”
This was getting annoying, but he repeated her words as he climbed to his feet, groaning a bit as various bruises made their presence known. “I will not touch her. Could you, however, clarify, what signifies ‘touch?’ I assume I would be allowed to pull her from a raging river were she to be drowning, or drag her from a fire were she to be burning, or carry her upon my back were she to turn her ankle?” Straightening, he jumped back in alarm as Serefina, lips peeled back from her teeth in a crocodile grin, pressed her spear tip to the hollow of his throat — she had crossed the clearing with more speed than he had given her credit for.
”I will tell you what it signifies. Your shaft touches her, and it becomes the newest ornament upon the shaft of my spear.” She stepped back and shook said spear in the air, displaying its ornaments of feathers and — he now had to wonder — the gods knew what else, and was gone with a bound, the foliage rustling and closing behind her.
”Hellfire.” Marlin set about trussing the deer, expertly gutting it and scattering the innards in the underbrush as an offering to the forest spirits, afterwards scrubbing his arms as best he could with bunches of leaves. He had been right to allow the woman her ambition of stellar, but why he was deciding to follow her, he could not say, nor why she had assumed he would. Her fury upon his taking of her deer had been quickly followed by trust that he would bring it to her rather than making off with it, and this he could only wonder at as he pulled the carcass over his shoulders and set off to follow her trail, marked by her twice passing and the once passing of the bleeding deer
Kiroli had built a cozy fire in anticipation of the success of Serefina’s hunt, and Geode, his cat curled in his lap, sat watching the flames dance, and Kiroli watched him watch. She knew that he saw dreams in the flames, and sometimes she thought, as she watched the tiny flames flicker in his eyes, that she saw them, too, though she knew it was just the reflected fire in his dewy eyes. The water she had consumed from the dream pool had had no effect on her that she could tell, and Geode assured her that she would recognize it when it happened, but what “it” was, he did not say. She pressed close against him now and shivered, pretending to be cold, and he absently put an arm around her. His hand touched hers, and again she was puzzled at what she felt from him. It was not that he considered her a child, as she had earlier thought, it was that he considered her… of no interest. That was not quite the truth, though; she could feel that he was grateful for her attentions, happy that she listened to him, but…. something was not right. There was much in the world that she did not understand, and she comforted herself with the thought that love could take many days to grow.
She turned her face just slightly so that her nose pressed into his neck, and he did not seem to mind this. Maybe he was not even aware of it, preoccupied as he was. She could not get enough of the healthy and youthful smell of him, and she stroked her cold nose up and down the length of his neck, feeling assured that he would not notice, but her heart climbed into her throat as he blinked and turned his face to hers.
”What are you doing?” he said, but he smiled as he said it.
It did not occur to her to try to think up a plausible lie. “Um. Smelling you?” His smile increased by a measure, and Kiroli thought her heart might stutter to a stop. Their faces were so close. She trained her eyes on that delicious smile and saw it falter.
In a faraway voice, his dream voice, Geode said, “I smelled the place in my dream. I can smell it still. Always the sweet, sick smell of death, of decay, yet the smell has not clung to you.” He shuddered and put his face to her hair, inhaling as if to prove the truth of what he spoke. Kiroli felt in his touch that he pitied her, and she could not understand why.
”It wasn’t so bad. Maybe it seemed worse in your dream. It didn’t smell like anything, much. I was sad to leave, really.”
She wasn’t sure if he heard a word she said, because his next words seemed completely unrelated. “You are a sweet little thing, aren’t you?” and he pressed his lips to hers.
They were even softer than she had imagined, his lips. She politely closed her eyes and held her breath, and her tongue darted out to taste his mouth. It tasted like mouth. I’m no longer a virgin! she thought ecstatically. This is the act of love and now I can marry and maybe I’ll have his baby!
But Geode quickly pulled away. She could feel him eyeing her, though she kept her lids lowered. His hand rested on hers and she could feel that he did not want to marry her, did not even want to kiss her again. She had misunderstood. Who can say whether this is more or less cruel than what most maids know when kissed? Her hopes were dashed the moment she hoped them. Geode opened his mouth to speak, but instead, pushed Kiroli from him, tossed the cat from his lap (which stalked away, insulted), rose, and moved to the opposite side of the fire, and it was there that Serefina found them.
Serefina jogged back to their camp, smugly congratulating fate. The man, Marlin, was exactly what her group needed. She knew his type. Strong, intelligent, but quiet, willing to be led; like an ox with a ring through its nose, it had the strength and bulk to rend or trample you, but it would not, because it wanted someone to lead it. This was the sort of man who usually settled down with a domineering woman, contented if not happy. Serefina regarded him as a beast of burden, one with marginally more sense and masses more skill than her two charges. Shortly, she reached the small camp and nearly balked at the tension in the air, hanging just under the fire’s white smoke. Her two charges sat on opposite sides of the fire. It was unusual enough to see Geode gazing at his feet rather than into the fire or up at the sky or at the trembling leaves of a tree, but Kiroli’s normally bright demeanor was even whiter than usual with the threat of tears, and her gaze darted everywhere but at Geode until it landed on Serefina with a mixture of relief and terror.
”I didn’t mean to!” Kiroli cried. “I’ve ruined everything! O, don’t send me away! We can find another way to make our fortunes!”
Serefina’s heart tumbled into her feet as her liver swelled with rage. All her careful planning, and the boy had given his word! Clenching her teeth, she breathed through her nose, feeling her nostrils widen. What was done was done and could not be undone, save by a magician of the impossible, and Serefina did not believe in their existence. “Dreamerrr….” she said, her voice low with threat, starting toward him. But Geode’s face was a mask of astonishment as he stared at Kiroli, and Serefina saw at once that he was innocent of the deed. She turned instead to Kiroli. “What has happened, girl? Who was here?” A sudden thought — O, fate could not be so cruel! — nearly forced a scream of fury from her lungs, though she calmed herself for the sake of the poor girl. “Was it him? The big man? The, the, the Marlin?”
Both her charges regarded her with confusion, and she saw that she had guessed wrong yet again. “No one was here, save us two,” Geode said.
Serefina spoke through clenched teeth. “Did a dream appear and take her virginity? Or did you do it, thinking yourself in a dream?”
”It’s not his fault,” Kiroli wailed. “O, blame me! I couldn’t wait any longer! He was so close and he smelled so nice and I just leaned over and did it.” She bent her head and buried her face in her hands and sobbed. Serefina and Geode exchanged consternated glances.
”She is confused, my stellar. I kissed her, that’s all. I only meant to express affection, and I… I’m afraid it was unwise of me.”
Serefina rolled her eyes, too relieved to be angry. She began to feel a greater respect for her mother; being responsible for young people was more difficult than she had anticipated. She berated herself for not making certain the girl had understood. ”The fault is mine,” she said, approaching the weeping girl and putting a hand on her shoulder as she crouched beside her. “Kiroli, worry not. All is well. A kiss is not the act of love, though often a kiss will lead there.” She directed an angry glare at Geode, who hung his head, but Kiroli raised hers and looked with plaintive hope at Serefina. Serefina stroked the girl’s hair. ”The act of love is more complicated than a kiss, and even more intimate….” She paused and shot to her feet. “We’ll discuss it later, girl, and this time I will be sure you understand, even if a demonstration is required.” Here she glared again at Geode, who winced. She waved at the forest from which she had emerged. “Here comes one to whom fate has led us. And he brings dinner.” Serefina knew herself to be fleet of foot, and Marlin had followed more quickly than she had expected, considering his greater mass and the deer carcass he lugged.
Kiroli had no time to contemplate her humiliation, for fast upon the heels of Serefina’s explanation a creature burst out of the undergrowth, a creature that at first appeared to have two heads until it flung a dead deer from around its shoulders to land at Serefina’s feet. The breath she had drawn to scream released itself instead in a sigh, and she eyed the newcomer with apprehension. It walked on two legs and was the tallest thing she had ever seen. Its arms were blood to the elbows, and blood was smeared here and there over its person. On its head and face was a shaggy growth of hair, and it grinned at the assembly until its glance landed on her, and she saw its eyes go wide before she politely dropped her gaze.
”Marlin of Grinnell,” Serefina said formally, introducing her charges in order of age as was the custom, “I present to you my followers, Geode of the Five Villages and Kiroli of Retig.” Geode straightened quickly as he was introduced, and one hand went to his hair, pulling a lock of it straight and letting it zing back.
”What is it?” Kiroli could not keep from saying, even though she knew this was impolite. “Is it a giant? A – a troll?” The thing’s face drooped into an expression of hurt, and Kiroli felt terrible for her rudeness. “I’m sorry! I’m new to this world, and I’ve never seen one of you before!”
Serefina’s mouth twisted, and Kiroli felt even worse for being an embarrassment to her stellar. Serefina spoke, and her voice vibrated strangely. “Marlin of Grinnell is a man, Kiroli. But worry not. It is a natural mistake.”
A man! She could not recognize it as being the same sort of creature as Geode, whose every move was like a dance, whose hair was a tumble of curls, whose eyes were full of dreams. This man, for it must be one if Serefina said so, moved like a mountain, his hair was like a bird’s nest built by a most careless birdNice visual -Softleathers 11/9/08 3:29 PM , his eyes crinkled and stared at her. She realized she had met his gaze and immediately dropped hers. That bad habit of Serefina’s was catching. “I must beg your forgiveness, Marlin of Grinnell. I am only a foolish girl.”
”Kiroli?” The man repeated her name. “It seems an unfitting name for such a fair maid.” He smiled crookedly. “And never have I seen such a fair maid.” Kiroli recognized the reference to her light skin but blushed all the same. “Don’t be frighted. I’ll clean up, and… hope that my appearance will be more pleasing to you, you who are new to this world.”
Serefina made a noise that sounded like a snort. Geode, however, had sprung to his feet and offered a hand to Marlin with a smile of rare delight. “I’ll take you to wash, Marlin of Grinnell.” Marlin made a bow to the women, grasped the proffered hand in greeting and followed the boy out of the clearing.
Serefina stood, hands on hips, and watched the two out of sight. “Ha. A dreamer and backward.” She turned to Kiroli. “I suppose you don’t know what that means, either.”
”Backward?” Kiroli frowned after the men. “Was he walking backward?”
”Girl, it’s time for that talk I promised.” And Serefina seated herself on the ground next to Kiroli and explained to her the ways of men and women.
Having washed and also used his knife to shave and trim his hair, Marlin hoped that he presented a more man-like appearance, though, upon his return to the campfire, the pale girl kept her head down and spared him not even a glance, and so he felt that the effort of scraping his face raw was all in vain. Chunks of venison roasted on sharpened sticks over the fire, and Marlin had to swallow the water that filled his mouth at the aroma. The boy chattered away, his words like sparkling soap bubbles that floated away on the air and piffed away to nothing; Marlin had at first for politeness’s sake tried to listen and reply but soon gave up, the words seeming to him as disconnected as the aforementioned bubbles. The boy did not seem to mind or even to notice, and the words just kept coming — dreams, always dreams — dreams while Marlin washed, dreams while he changed, dreams while he shaved, dreams while he sawed with his knife at his long locks, dreams while they walked back to the campfire, dreams while they ate with only short pauses to bite and swallow (chewing, apparently, would take up too much time, time that could be spent talking of dreams).
Serefina ate with gusto, relating the story of their meeting with what Marlin thought was unseemly relish, though he had to admit she spoke both well and truthfully and did not leave out details that some might, such as Marlin’s pinning and disarming of her. Geode quieted while his stellar spoke, which Marlin thought must be a great relief to all. Her bold storytelling had them laughing, even Marlin laughed when she repeated how he had failed to notice her spear in the deer’s hindquarters, and the pale girl smiled quietly and glanced at him in what might be a more friendly manner, though she continued to keep her head down.
As the laughter melted the tensions, Serefina chewed a last strip of meat and turned the talk to the important matter of seeking their fortunes.
”We are seekers,” she explained to Marlin, “seeking a unicorn. Thus the importance of preserving my charge’s innocence.” She nodded here at Kiroli, whose head dropped lower. “One unicorn will make our fortune. Speak now, all who have a stake.” This was the formal way of opening the conversation to the ideas of others besides the stellar.
All four agreed that unicorns were attracted to young maidens, but on all other important points, the opinions were at variance. There seemed more legends of unicorns than there were unicorns, and separating truth from myth proved to be an exhausting task. “Why do they like virgins?” Kiroli asked, looking up briefly before disappearing again behind her pale hair.
”For getting their young,” Marlin said. “Only a virgin can conceive a unicorn’s progeny.”
”What!” Serefina scoffed. “Hold your tongue, deer-stealer, if it will speak no sense. How could any woman give birth to a unicorn! The thing would tear her apart as it grew!” Kiroli winced and folded her arms over her stomach.
”They are born very small and without their horns or hooves, which grow later,” Marlin insisted, “thus is the maid unharmed.”
”And why do they not get their young upon one of their own?” Serefina shouted, yanking a hunk of meat from a pointed stick and tossing it to Kiroli, who obediently wrapped and put it away for to break their fast.
”They have no females,” Marlin explained. “All unicorns are male.”
Geode cocked his head. “All males. Do they pleasure each other then, having no females, and human virgins being hard to come by?” He laughed and placed a hand on Marlin’s elbow. “Unicorns, both male and female, are pure themselves, so in a young maiden who has had no carnal knowledge, they see a reflection of their own purity. It’s a kind of narcissism.”
”They have horns,” Marlin pointed out. “The very horn by which we mean to make our fortunes. Have you ever heard of a unicorn without a horn? This proves they are all males.”
“Pure nonsense!” Serefina declared, placing more meat to roast. “You are both wrong. Unicorns are among the oldest creatures in this world, from a time when only women existed, before men and evil entered in, and a virgin is the same, no man has put his evil into her. The unicorns remember this time before time and they long for it, mourn for it, and are compelled to place their head in a virgin’s lap, in hopes of recapturing that time.”
Marlin and Geode laughed out loud at this explanation. Marlin said, ”By this argument, a man’s seed is evil! Why, then, do women seek it?”
”They are compelled, even as is the unicorn,” Serefina said smugly. “Besides, how else can woman get a child? By your argument, if all are male, surely unicorns would die from out the world.”
”They would, were they not so long-lived.”
Kiroli spoke in disbelief. “Why would the gods create any creature all males! It’s not natural.”
”Indeed, it is not,” Geode agreed. “And in my dreams, I have seen both male and female unicorns. I have seen them in the act of love. Of this I am sure.”
”It is like a mule.” Marlin leaned back and folded his arms. ”It explains the rarity of their existence. Surely, could they procreate as other species do, they would be as common as — as deer.”
Serefina rolled her eyes. “It’s bait, that’s all. The virgin’s the bait, I care not why it likes her. We need only find a likely spot, deck her out with flowers in her hair, and wait in ambush.”
”But you won’t kill it!” Kiroli pleaded. “You promised.”
”No, no, girl,” Serefina soothed her. “I’ll only take its horn. The horn will grow anew, worry not.”
”Don’t lie to the girl,” Marlin said, “else she will be all the more alarmed at the creature’s death when its horn is cut off.”
Kiroli whimpered, and Serefina leapt to her feet. “Call me a liar! I know whereof I speak!”
”A unicorn cannot live without its horn,” Marlin insisted.
”In my dreams I have never seen a unicorn dehorned,” Geode said. “I can’t speak with authority.”
”I CAN.” A long stride brought Serefina across the short distance to stand before Marlin. Geode and Kiroli looked at one another, uncomfortable as children watching their parents quarrel. ”The grandmother of my grandmother’s grandmother had unicornis captivatur, a captive unicorn. She harvested its horn as often as it grew, and on this legacy is the wealth of my village based.”
”Dung,” Marlin said. “All know that the wealth of Wassus is based upon the warrior skills of its people. I may have doubted its worth before today, but now firsthand I have seen and felt it. Besides, unicorns being long lived as they are, where is this unicornis captivatur now?”
Serefina, a bit mollified by the compliment, still could not back down from the insult to her honor. “You will know its worth firsthand again, and you do not ask my pardon. The unicorn escaped and fled, aided by one virgin who was enamored of the creature.” She glowered at Kiroli. “I trust you will not betray us so.”
Kiroli and Geode gasped in unison. “Oh, never, my stellar!” the girl protested. “Even if you must kill it, but I know you wouldn’t, because you promised, and I trust you.”
Marlin hedged. “I meant no insult.”
”Swamp gas take you! ‘Don’t lie to the girl!‘ If that is no insult — belittling me to my charges and stating that I lead on lies — then this is no fire and you will be most comfortable sitting your ass on these logs!” Serefina gave the fire a swift kick, the skin of her bare foot being hard enough to take no injury thereby.
Marlin swallowed. Hearing his own words hurled back at him, it was clear how full of conceit they were. ”I beg your pardon most humbly… my stellar,” Marlin said. “What I should have said was that I respectfully disagreed on the matter of the removal of unicorn horns. The insult is unpardonable, yet I beg it.”
”Granted,” Serefina said. She seated herself. “Gods, what I wouldn’t give for a measure of ale!” She stretched and groaned. “But I’ll sleep well tonight under guard of one Marlin of Grinnell. He will take first watch.”
Marlin nodded, though he was tired himself. This was the punishment for his insult, and mild it was.
”I’ll keep you company, Marlin,” Geode volunteered, and Marlin frowned inwardly. Hearing Geode’s monologue of dreams would hardly aid in wakefulness.
”Will it hurt?” Kiroli said timidly, curling and uncurling her hands in her lap.
”You won’t have to bed it, girl,” Serefina said, her eyes closed. “He does not know what he is talking about.”
”I meant the unicorn!” Kiroli said. “Will it hurt when you take its horn off?”
Serefina opened her eyes and sucked her lower lip into her mouth. “I daresay it will, Kiroli, and I am sorry for it. My grandmother said the horn is harder than any spear or blade and must be separated from its bearer by slicing under the horn, where it is rooted to the skin and bone.”
”Oh,” Kiroli said. “Oh, oh. Oh.” Her face twisted in distress.
Geode said, “I can help, though.”
All turned to look at him, and Geode smiled under the attention. “Help what? Help how?” Serefina demanded.
”I can send it into a dream, and it will feel nothing. Well, until it awakens.”
There was a contemplative silence. “A useful skill,” Serefina said. “Send me into a dream and perhaps I’ll forget this pain in my arm.” She rolled her left shoulder and grimaced and yawned.
”Oh, I can’t send people into dreams. But a unicorn would be easy. They are half dreams themselves.”
”And of course you’ve had occasion to know this,” Serefina said drily.
”How wonderful,” Kiroli said, beaming. “I won’t feel so bad then. You promise you will do it? You’ll be nearby?”
”Promise,” Geode agreed.
”If the horn is harder than any….” Quickly, Marlin reorganized his words into noninsulting ones. “I mean, my stellar, if the horn be harder than any blade, how is it to be cut up or ground up or… are we to sell it whole?”
”That is yet to be determined,” Serefina said. “But my grandmother instructed that the horn becomes soft enough to cut if first heated in a blue flame.”
Chapter Eight: In Which the Four of Them Do Not Yet Encounter a Unicorn
They next discussed where unicorns were most likely to be found, and Kiroli contributed what Keeper had told her, that they preferred swampy areas. He had claimed this knowledge by virtue of his experience as a healer before he had chosen to become Keeper of the leper colony. Serefina nixed this, stating that unicorns ate pomegranites, which are not to be found in swamps. Marlin respectfully disagreed; he was certain that unicorns preferred to settle in cool wooded areas where moss, the staple of a unicorn diet, was plentiful. On this point, Geode became belligerent, claiming he knew exactly where to find unicorns, as he had seen them.
”I am certain that you mean you have seen them in your dreams,” Serefina said.
”Of course.” Geode’s face became animated, as it always did when speaking of dreams. “And they are everywhere, they don’t seem to prefer any one sort of clime or surroundings, except that it be free of humans.”
”Ha,” Serefina said. “How strange, if they need humans to breed.” She threw a meaningful glance at Marlin. “So, tell us, dreamer, and quickly, where is the closest unicorn you have seen — the closest with the largest horn?”
”Most often in the deep woods they are found –”
Marlin interrupted. “You just said they’re everywhere! Now you say most often they’re in the woods?”
Geode favored him with a smile. “I said most often they are found in the deep woods. I don’t why, but they seem more vulnerable there, more willing to approach or be approached.” His eyes went out of focus, staring off at nothing. “Each time I have seen them with humans, they are under the forest’s hood, dappled with green light…. Alone, they may dance in the snow, or leap from the hillsides, or run through the swaying grasses under starlight, but….” His voice trailed off, his eyes drooped.
”Wake!” Serefina commanded, prodding his foot with her own. “Where is the nearest? Is there one in this woods?”
Geode’s eyelids snapped open. “I don’t know.” He blinked and his forehead creased. “The gift is not so precise. I can’t command it.”
”Of what use is any skill that cannot be commanded?” Serefina cried. “If I speared a deer with as much accuracy as you read your dreams, your belly would be full of an airy dinner indeed.”
”Your spear was not so accurate this day,” Marlin muttered. Geode looked at him, and the corner of his mouth quirked, but Serefina spared the man not a glance.
”I study the deer. Their ways, their secrets. I study the spear and work with it, play with it, till it is an arm of my soul.” Serefina said. She rose and placed her hands on Geode’s shoulders, compelling him to look in her eyes. “Command your dreams, Geode, lest they command you.” She gave him a shake. ”Find us our fortune.”
She beckoned to Kiroli, and the two girls went to their blankets, Serefina having formed the habit of sleeping with an arm thrown over Kiroli, “to preserve the means of procuring our means,” she said, and it was a comfort to Kiroli, who otherwise would have slept lonely and cold. Marlin drew away from the fire, the warmth and smoke of which promoted heavy eyes. Geode followed him silently, sobered by his stellar’s words, though he could imagine no method of doing as she bade him.
”Pay her no mind,” Marlin said. “There’s no harm in wandering the woods for years till by chance we encounter one.”
Geode laughed shortly. “No girl’s virginity can last so long, even with such a guardian.” He lifted his face to the stars and sighed. “How can I? The dreams, they’re like leaves, not of one tree or yet a forest of trees, but a world of forests of trees, each leaf unfurling and fluttering and falling in its time. Can nature or the gods be rushed? Or… commanded?” He passed his hand over his eyes.
Marlin rolled his shoulders uncomfortably. “If I needed to find one leaf in a world of leaves, I would…” he chewed on his thumbnail and considered. “… I would first decide what sort of tree the leaf I sought would grow from. I would then discover where in the world such trees grow. Having traveled to this region, I would canvass the locals regarding –
Geode interrupted. “That would take years! She wants an answer tonight.” Geode closed his eyes, and his chin bowed to his chest, and Marlin did not mind much, because at least the boy was quiet. Still, he felt obligated to offer some sort of comfort and gingerly patted Geode’s back, and somehow the boy, without seeming to move at all, had moved completely into the circle of Marlin’s arm and was leaning on his broad shoulder. A brief, one-armed hug and Marlin sidled away. One did not hug while one was on watch.
A dreamer should have proper instruction in his gift, just as a warrior or a hunter or a once- and- future- king receives. Geode’s grandmother had tried to guide him, but she was aged, and her mind at that age was addled by her many years of dreaming. The most he had gleaned from her instruction was a warning of becoming caught in a ‘twixt world, and so Geode did not know there were indeed ways to summon dreams to himself — dreams that he knew existed — or to seek dreams that he did not know. This required great focus of thought, which is, of course, against a dreamer’s very nature, and Geode had never attempted any such focus but had lived in the delight of absorbing dreams as they drifted to him, accepting them as gifts rather than trying to use them as tools. Never had he seen the need, never had he felt a purpose. Now something was wanted of him and he did not know how to give it.
Kiroli lay quietly, content under Serefina’s arm, and listened to the voices of the men, who were too far away for words to be clear, but their voices made a murmur that was soothing, the deep tones of the man Marlin and the vibrant tones of the boy Geode. Serefina’s light and even breathing soon joined the murmuring, and Kiroli should have been lulled to sleep but was not.
Marlin was a man who definitely needed a wife; the condition of his hair and clothing being ample indication of the fact, and since Geode did not want her and did not want a wife, she now considered Marlin to be another valid option. When he had returned from cleaning up, his appearance had improved immeasurably, and the lines of his cheek and jaw, previously hidden behind overgrowth of hair, were actually quite pleasing. He was still a bit frightening to Kiroli. He was so large that his very existence seemed unlikely, as if his mass should sink him into the earth, as if he should have roots, like a tree. He would be a safe thing to cling to, she felt sure. She gazed at the darkness overhead, at the stars that winked from behind swaying branches. But first, this unicorn must be found. When they all had made their fortunes, unlimited leisure would be theirs, and many possibilities would present themselves. Unicorns must be found in woods, she felt sure, and Geode had said so. Surely a unicorn would seek a place of rare magic and beauty, surrounded by the most graceful of trees, the most aromatic of wildflowers…. She closed her eyes, picturing the scene. She could imagine it so exactly; she inhaled and could smell the scent of fresh earth. She could see the boughs swaying in a fresh breeze. There was a ring of toadstools, a faerie ring! And a stump of a tree, rotted out, hollow, and in its remains bobbed the heads of tiny white and yellow flowers. A sound made her turn her head, and there ran a narrow brook, gurgling and splashing over mossy stones and vanishing into the earth. She hopped over the brook and picked her way across the clearing, and there it was — paler than smoke, glowing like a will o’ the wisp, its dainty hooves leaving heart shaped tracks in the wet earth by the brook. It bent its head to dip its horn into the brook, and the water it touched appeared to heat, to glow, like metal in the forge, like gold in the smelter’s urn, the radiant water flowed on in its path, undisturbed, continuing into the ground where it disappeared into the secret places of the earth.
Chapter Nine: In Which They Encounter a Unicorn (I Think I Mean It This Time)
They sat on a convenient fallen log from where they could see their campsite. Geode soon slumped in sleep against Marlin’s side, and Marlin allowed it, the boy eventually falling into a sleep so deep that he slumped lower and lower till he curled on the ground at Marlin’s feet and Marlin removed his own cloak and placed it over the boy. He pridefully resolved to remain awake and on watch for the rest of the night, alone, and this he did. In the morning, Serefina berated him mildly, but her well-being was greatly improved by an undisturbed night’s rest, and so it was not in her to scold overmuch. Kiroli sat up and blinked drowsily, accepting the piece of venison that Serefina handed her as if she did not know what to do with it. “Where is it?” she said.
”What?” asked Serefina.
She blinked again and rubbed her eyes, narrowly avoiding getting venison in her hair or hair on her venison. “Um. Nothing. Um. Not quite awake.” The unicorn, she was just realizing, had existed only in her dreams, and the disappointment was nearly crushing. Setting her breakfast aside, she walked to the nearby stream, intending to splash her face and neck to dispel the clinging sleep fog. Geode was there, and Kiroli nearly turned back but feared it would be impolite to do so, and besides, she could hardly avoid him forever. “A pleasant morning,” she said, smiling awkwardly.
”Not to me,” Geode said glumly. Once again he had suffered a dreamless sleep, of which he had thought himself cured after finding the dream pool and people to talk to. Nothing had been right with him since that day he had wandered back from the fields to find the Five Villages deserted. He ducked his head under the chilled flow of the stream, blowing bubbles and coming up sputtering. An ache sang through his head, and this helped. Marginally. “Kiroli,” he said, looking at her through dripping hair. “I am sorry about yesterday. I pray you’ll forgive me. It wasn’t your fault.”
“Oh, that,” she said, as if ’twere nothing. “Yesterday I was a young girl, but I have aged overnight and now I understand the ways of men and women.”
“Do you?” Geode remarked, with the ghost of a smile. “Then you are wiser than I. Wiser than most, I would guess.”
Kiroli tried very hard not to blush. “I had a dream last night.”
”Did you?” Geode did not normally care to hear the dreams of others, but now he ached for it, and he shook the water from his hair and leaned forward eagerly. “Tell me.”
Kiroli could not help feeling pleased at the way Geode’s eyes lit up. “It was about a unicorn.”
Geode caught his breath. “Tell me,” he repeated.
“I was in a clearing in the woods, and I saw a unicorn. It put its horn into the water, and the water turned all golden. It was beautiful. I mean, the unicorn was beautiful and the water was beautiful.” She sighed. “I wish it had been real.”
Geode felt an excited flutter begin in stomach and leap out through his limbs. “Tell me everything,” he urged. “Every detail, everything you can remember. Don’t leave out the smallest thing.”
Pleased, Kiroli related the dream, and as Geode prodded her, she found details coming back to her that she had not known were there. The more she talked, the more real it seemed, as if she truly had walked in such a clearing and felt the wet earth beneath her feet instead of only dreamed it.
“It was a true dream!” Geode breathed. “You dreamed a true dream.” He sat back on his heels, hardly able to believe the luck. “It must have been the dream pool, when you drank it.”
“What do you mean? What’s a ‘true dream?’ How do you know?”
“I know,” he said. He shook his head. “A true dream is one that shows you true events, events that have passed or are yet to come to pass. Some dreams may be merely the imaginings of others or chances of things that may come to pass. Yours was true.” His dewy eyes sparkled. “I told you you would feel the effects, didn’t I?”
Kiroli smiled and folded her skirts around her legs, making herself comfortable. It was as if the humiliating event of yesterday had never happened. “I really saw a unicorn, then? There really is such a place as that?”
“Yes,” Geode said, and his smooth forehead creased as he tipped his face to the sky. “Where is it, though, and is it close?” He did not seem to be asking her, and so she said nothing, but then he looked at her again. ”Do you have any feeling about it?”
“I don’t know,” she said. “What sort of feeling?”
Deciding to employ a trick his grandmother had taught him, Geode grasped her upper arms, squeezing hard. Kiroli’s eyes dropped. She winced. “Which way to the unicorn?” he demanded, endeavoring to make his tone harsh. Catching a person off guard with a harsh demand was often an effective means of drawing out the truth, especially in someone so inexperienced as Kiroli.
“West!” she said. “Follow the stream, and it leads to a….” She stopped. “How did I know that?”
“It’s all in the dream,” Geode assured her, gently stroking her arms to erase the feeling of his tight grip. The girl trembled. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you.”
“You didn’t,” she said.
“You are a sweet thing,” he said, looking at her thoughtfully. “Was I your first kiss then?”
This question also took her off guard and so she answered without thinking, “Yes.”
“And so I will be forever.” He reached out and stroked the knuckle of his first finger along the line of Kiroli’s jaw. Kiroli sat frozen, her blue eyes gone wide and meeting his brown ones, in spite of the duty of politeness. She could feel in his touch that he wanted to kiss her! She closed her eyes and leaned forward just a little, making her lips go soft and expectant and was rewarded with the feel of his mouth brushing against hers. It was only a kiss of gratitude, but Kiroli did not mind, no, the very opposite, she welcomed the kiss and longed for more. In the time it takes for a drop of water to disappear into a stream, the kiss was over, and Kiroli opened her eyes. Geode bit his lip. “I must ask something of you.”
“Anything!”
“The boy will come up with something,” Serefina said. She felt quite confident of this. Fate would not gather them so and then abandon them. Fate had its designs.
“Until then we are doomed to wander,” Marlin said. “Do you think we are the first to seek a unicorn? There is a reason the horn of one is worth a fortune — they are impossible to find, and there is no reason to believe we four could be more –”
Serefina let out a moan, rather like a sackbutt. “Whine, whine, whine. Get on with you, then! Begone! Curse not my quest with your weary, laboring thoughts.”
”The boy is hopeless,” Marlin insisted. “He told me it was impossible to find one dream, like finding one leaf in a world of forests of trees. That is what he said.”
Serefina lifted her chin and looked with contempt down her nose at him. “You have no respect for the confidence of a friend, Marlin of Grinnell. I am ashamed that you spoke these words to me. The boy needs encouragement; he is a dreamer, and work goes against his nature. It is hard for him to fix his mind to pick and choose a dream, but this he will do, and our quest will succeed. But you,” — and here she leaned forward so swiftly to thrust her face into his that he drew back in alarm — “you will I never trust with any secret words, for you have proven to be …” –here she paused dramatically– “…a gossip. Even as an old woman does, puffing herself up by cutting others with the blade of her tongue.” She planted her hand in the center of his chest and shoved, and though the shove was not strong enough to move him, Marlin felt obliged to take a step backward. “You will earn my trust, deer-stealer.” And Marlin could only wonder whether this was a command or a prophecy. Chastened but chafing under this tongue lashing, he went about gathering firewood until Serefina demanded to know what he was doing and ordered him to stop, as they would have no need of fire that morning.
Towing Kiroli by the hand, Geode entered the campsite at a run. “I know where to find a unicorn.” Geode announced.
”Ha!” Serefina shouted, with a triumphant glance at Marlin. “How far?”
”A few days only, to the west, my stellar.”
Serefina placed her hands on Geode’s shoulders. “You have done well. Break camp then, and on we go.” Geode bowed his head under her praise, as if it were a heavy thing. He mumbled. “Dreamer, I say you have done well. Can you lead us to the precise place?”
The boy glanced at Kiroli, who replied for him. “He can, but he needs my help. Because I drank from the dream pool? It helps him to talk to me.”
Serefina smiled broadly. It was as she thought; the fates had placed them together, like the famed builders of Mecayah who built stone walls by poring over stones and painstakingly matching together their ins and outs till a wall of unsurpassed strength rose up, more solid than one held together with mortar. Even Marlin, she was sure, would prove to be with them for a reason. “Virgin, your heart is true. You disobeyed me when you guzzled that water, but it was for the sake of our dreamer and thus not in vain.” Kiroli dropped her eyes, and Serefina could not resist the impulse to take the girl’s face in her hands and kiss her blushing cheeks. “This is a glad day!” she proclaimed. The two youths looked at one another, and it did not escape her notice that their eyes briefly met. Serefina would have worried anew for her charge’s virginity, had she not been sure of Geode’s backwardness.
Marlin’s face was a picture of amazement, but he scrubbed his hand through his hair and buried his own irritation and smiled. “It wasn’t as difficult as you thought, then!” he said, truly meaning to be encouraging.
Geode looked unhappy. “It was quite as difficult as I thought. That anything emerged is beyond understanding. Do not hope for it again.”
A snort came from Serefina. “Argue for your limitations, that they may remain. Break camp!”
What little belongings they had were gathered together, and Geode’s cat that the author keeps forgetting to keep track of turned up in time to join their journey. They set off to the west, with the warrior woman leading, the dreamer behind her, the pale girl next, and the deer stealer bringing up the rear.
She and Geode were in cahoots together! Kiroli gloated and rejoiced; it was almost as good as being in love together. He needed her, depended on her, trusted her, and was grateful for her, how few steps from love could such an attachment be? She could hardly keep from skipping and humming, though Geode’s smile became rarer than unicorns. He walked holding his cat to his throat until the cat growled in annoyance and leapt away into the surrounding forest. From time to time they would stop so that Geode and Kiroli could bend their heads together and consider their path, and Kiroli’s spirit soared as each step brought them closer to their fortunes.
The second day dawned in deep, purple shadows as storm clouds gathered, so at first no one noticed the answering deep shadows beneath Geode’s eyes. His sleep had again been dreamless and deep, and he begged the others to tell him of their dreams as they walked. “I dreamed of ale,” Serefina said. “An entire oaken vat of the stuff, big enough to sit in, and I did. Sat and soaked in it. Not a care in this world.” Geode pestered her for details, the color of the ale, the texture of the vat’s surface, how had it felt on her skin, what did it taste of, where was the vat located, were there others present, was the area bright or dim?
Kiroli’s dreams had been troubled by very strange things indeed, things she did not care to mention. She had no notion whether they were from the dream pool — whether they were true dreams, the dreams of others, or dreams of her own. So she mumbled something, and Geode did not press her, turning instead to Marlin.
”Dreams are not for sharing,” he said brusquely.
“What else are they for?” Geode said.
”For… for rest. And escape from daily woes.” The boy looked so dejected and gazed at him so beseechingly that Marlin, who had dreamed but could remember nothing of it, made up a dream. “All right, all right. I dreamed of a castle.”
Geode was delighted and interrogated him for details. The imagination of Marlin, who had never seen a castle, was greatly taxed as he tried to describe its towers and ramparts and flying banners. “It has some marks of a true dream!” Geode said. “Perhaps we’ll come upon such a castle in our travels.”
“Let us hope not,” Serefina said. “A castle is sure to have a lord of some sort, and they are not pleasant people to encounter, nor their hangers-on.”
“But who will buy our rare goods, if not a lord? Who can pay our price, if not an earl or duke or at least a sheriff?” Marlin said.
To this, Serefina had no answer.
The sun was high overhead and the storm had not yet broken. The air was heavy and sticky. They halted for the noon meal when they came upon a raspberry patch. Portions of the deer still remained and to this were added fresh raspberries, sour and good. Geode pulled Kiroli aside and badgered her regarding her dream of the other night, and she was more than happy to answer all his queries.
”I’ve been thinking,” he said, putting a hand on her elbow and speaking low and urgently, “thinking as we walk, and it is too much of a chancey chance that you should have happened upon this true dream, the very true dream we needed. You must have done something to bring this dream to yourself, and I must know — I need to know — how it was done.”
”But I did nothing,” Kiroli protested. “I went to sleep. That’s all.”
”How did you go to sleep? Was there anything different in your nightly routine?”
”No. You saw. I lay down in my blankets next to Serefina. It’s the same every night.”
”I wish you were lying next to me,” Geode said, and Kiroli’s heart fluttered, but he continued, “perhaps if you were close, my mind would soak up your dream.” He sighed.
”Has that ever happened?”
”No,” he admitted. “Tell me… did you fall immediately to sleep?”
”Yes. No,” she remembered. “I could hear your voices, yours and Marlin’s, not what you were saying, just the sound, and there was also the sound of Serefina’s breathing.”
”Voices. Breathing,” Geode said. “Were your eyes open or closed?”
”Mm. Closed. No, open! I was looking at the stars.”
”Stars,” Geode said. “Voices. Breath. Stars.” He repeated this to himself several times, voices, breath, stars, voices, breath, stars. “And then what passed?”
Kiroli, feeling his eager anguish and noting the dark circles beneath his eyes, sincerely wanted to help him. She closed her eyes and thought very hard. “I, we, we had been speaking of unicorns. And I was thinking….” Here she blushed and looked down, but she knew it was important to Geode to have every detail, and so she continued. “I was thinking about finding a husband. I knew you didn’t want a bride, and so I thought of Marlin. But I thought we must first find the unicorn, so we would all have our fortunes. And I was thinking about what kind of place a unicorn would like, it would have to be a beautiful place, I thought, a magical place, and I tried to picture it, and somehow while I was thinking I must have fallen asleep.”
“You fell into the dream,” Geode breathed. “You thought of it, and it came to you. You called it, and it came.”
”I suppose dreams aren’t like cats,” Kiroli said, trying to make him laugh.
”Oh,” he said, and, slumping, he put his arms around her and leaned his head on her shoulder. “You are sweet.”
Kiroli returned the embrace, but he was thinking of dreams and nothing more.
”You must learn to fight,” Serefina said, drawing Kiroli forward to walk alongside her..
”Me?” Kiroli’s voice was like unto that of a mouse. Dreambringer, stalking alongside the group, looked up, alerted.
”Every person should know how to defend herself. You’re no warrior, that’s plain. But you have an advantage. You’re small, and so men will assume you cannot fight.”
”So now being small is an advantage?” Marlin said.
Serefina ignored this. ”They’ll be off their guard, and an easy blow to the chin or the chest spoon can give you the moment you need to escape — or to deliver the killing stroke.”
”I don’t want to… to… deliver a killing stroke!”
”Someday you may, when faced with an opponent who would as soon kill you as not.”
In late afternoon, the storm broke, and the group huddled beneath their cloaks in the underbrush. Marlin constructed a lean-to of pine bows, and this did aid in keeping off the worst of the rain. The lighning and thunder rolled, and Kiroli, who hated storms, wanted to press next to Geode for protection, but the boy had a passion for storms, and, his weariness forgotten, he stood apart from his comrades throwing his arms out, laughing and gesturing at the lightning as if directing it. Serefina watched him with a quirk of her lips — it was exactly what she expected of a dreamer. Cringing at each crash, miserable and dripping, Kiroli pressed her shivering body next to Marlin when he finished building the make-do shelter over Serefina and herself and joined them (ack what a sentence). Marlin was dripping but not cold, he never was cold, his body was a veritable hot spring of warmth (ack), and the air under the shelter and under the cloaks warmed considerably with his presence. He willingly gathered Kiroli under one arm, pleased that she no longer seemed afraid of him, or at least feared him less than she feared the storm.
”You’re touching her,” Serefina said through gritted teeth. The drumming and rush of the rain necessitated that she repeat the words more loudly.
”Not with my… only with my arm.”
”And with all the rest of you against which she presses.”
”Stop!” Kiroli said. “I’m cold! Nothing is happening, you explained to me what to not do, just stop!” Feeling rebellious, she pressed even closer to the man. The warmth of him was not something she could resist at the moment, nor wanted to resist, and she was tired, and she was worried for Geode, and she was frightened of the storm, and she was sick of Serefina’s bossiness.
”Girl, your naivety will be the end of us all,” Serefina said.
”Naivety, schmaivety, ackle- pie- evety. Leave me alone!” There was a particularly loud crack of thunder, making them all start, and Kiroli in the blink of any eye climbed into Marlin’s lap and burrowed into his broad chest. In the comparative silence that echoed in their heads, they heard Geode’s wild laughter before the rain redoubled its fury. Serefina growled. But she did not insist that Kiroli move.
Feeling protective, Marlin kissed the top of Kiroli’s head. “‘Tis only a storm.” He rocked her gently from side to side and hummed tunelessly into her hair. Minutes passed, and the girl’s limbs relaxed until she was limp and warm all through, and drowsy.
”You need a wife,” she mumbled. Fortunately, neither of her companions heard her words over the sound of the rain, and moments later she was asleep.
At the close of the storm, as the pounding rain eased to a drizzle, an exhausted Geode joined the group under the shelter. He curled his aching form next to Marlin, and was hurt to find that Marlin had no arm to spare for him, both of them being occuped in cradling Kiroli. He had to be content to lean against the man and sponge up what body heat he could. His teeth chattered, he shivered uncontrollably, hard shivers that sent pain arcing through his muscles, but surely it would be worth it, a storm like that must bring dreams, and even before he warmed, he slept, dreamless again.
As evening neared, the rain ceased, the clouds rolled away, and the summer sun shone bright and cold as it approached the horizon. It was too wet for a fire, even for Kiroli and her tinder box. Fire starting had been her task ever since she had completed her first decade of life. Lepers are forbidden to come close to any fire, as they are in danger of burning themselves, not being able to sense extremities of heat or cold, especially in their own extremities. A leper’s burn may never heal. It was a relief to Keeper to pass this task on to Kiroli, one less task for him in his constant vigilance on behalf of his lepers.
Cold venison was parceled out and doggedly consumed, and then Serefina insisted on teaching Kiroli a beginner’s warrior moves. Feet squelching in the wet earth, Serefina paced and lectured. “Never fight like a man,” she advised. “You are not a man, and do you talk like a man, walk like a man, think like a man? Then why should you fight like one? A woman’s body is different, she has different advantages. A woman has better balance, greater endurance. She does not have the upper body strength of a man.” Serefina placed her hands on Kiroli’s body and with swift, efficient moves, arranged her into the First Warrior Stance, and Kiroli felt in Serefina’s touch a confidence that Kiroli would become competent at what Serefina wished to teach her. “You must be wary; you must be wild. Many men are frightened by the very ferocity of a woman. Some hesitate to hurt one, and this also can be an advantage to you. Others feel only contempt, and their underestimation of you will aid you. Others yet are filled with anger that a woman should dare to fight and so they wish to teach her a lesson. Anger clouds judgement, so this too goes to your advantage.”
Marlin could not resist asking, “Is there any advantage a woman does not have?” Kiroli felt this to be a fair question, and widened her eyes at Serefina.
Serefina nodded. “As I have said, the man often has the greater strength — in your case I would say always,” and she laughed, not unkindly, and patted Kiroli’s shoulder. “He will have had the more training and has a natural confidence in his abilities. You must not allow doubt to sway your resolve or cause you to forget your own training.”
”I won’t. I think, though…” and Kiroli looked at the ground, “I think I couldn’t hurt anyone.”
Serefina cupped Kiroli’s chin and spoke earnestly. “That is a woman’s nature, some say: gentle, caregiver, a nature that must be overcome if she chooses a warrior’s path — a path so unnatural to her that a woman who makes such a choice must be a thing of horror.” Serefina drew herself to her full height and looked round at her followers. ”I say, do not men give care as well? Like this Keeper you spoke of, Kiroli, or like any father who falls in love with his infant child, like any boy who splints the broken leg of his cherished dog.” She shook her head. “We are all fighters and lovers both, all men and women. We fight to survive. We also love to survive. And we survive to love.”
They were inspiring words, to Kiroli, and she inwardly vowed to do her best to please Serefina. Her stellar was right. Someday she might need to fight to protect someone she loved. Or to protect herself. What if she was attacked tomorrow and no one was nearby to help her, then she might die before ever knowing love! Certainly that was something worth fighting for. In fierce concentration, Kiroli absorbed what was shown her and found a pleasure in the way her body responded to the unfamiliar exercise, and she glowed under Serefina’s praise.
The males watched this display, Marlin with practical interest and Geode with dull disinterest. Marlin’s arms were free now, and Geode longed to climb into them. “Again, I did not dream,” he said dully.
Marlin shrugged. “Of what import is that? You have had the dream we need, the dream we follow.”
”It was Kiroli’s dream. Not mine.”
Distracted, Marlin turned to look at the boy. “What do you mean?”
”I convinced her to say the dream was mine.” Geode’s eyes were closed, and for the first time, Marlin noted the deep bruises beneath and the weariness that suffused his expression.
”You have deceived us all! The stellar must know! She–” He stopped, remembering how Serefina had berated him for his earlier betrayal of Geode’s confidence. Surely this circumstance was different. In order to lead, a stellar must understand the strengths and weaknesses of her followers. “You must tell her.”
”If I can just get the dreams back, I won’t need to. Anyway, it was only a slight deceit. The girl could not understand her dream nor recognize it as true. Herein, we aid one another.” He drew in a deep breath and let it out again in a long sigh.
Feeling some concern, Marlin said, “You try too hard. You should… relax. It may be that the dreams can find no way in through your many tensions, even as a tense muscle repels a blade.” He lifted his arm and flexed its muscle to demonstrate, though the boy with closed eyes would see none of it. Marlin allowed his arm to drop over Geode’s shoulders, and the boy drew closer and leaned gratefully against him. “I hate being wet,” Marlin said.
Geode laughed a little. “Stay at home then, where there are roofs and firepits and dry blankets.” He sighed again, and it was quiet, except for the grunts of the women at their exercises and Serefina’s terse commands. “Why did you leave?”
Marlin shifted and grimaced; it seemed a shameful thing. “Because I wanted to.”
”I didn’t want to,” Geode said. “But there was no one left, and I found I could not live without someone to hear my dreams.” He turned his head, and his voice came muffled from Marlin’s shoulder. “And now I have no dreams.”
Marlin tried to think of some encouraging words, but none came readily. “Be patient,” he said. “A good night’s sleep may aid you.” He frowned at his own words, who would sleep well this night, cold and wet and with no fire?
Geode laughed bitterly. Sleep was becoming a dreaded enemy, one he did not have the balance or endurance to fight.
The four of them slept huddled for warmth, Serefina and Marlin on the perimeters, Kiroli and Geode between them, the two elders taking turns to wake and watch. Geode clutched betimes at Marlin and murmured in his sleep, and Marlin thought with relief that the boy must be dreaming. Kiroli, worn out with walking and learning the ways of war, barely stirred once from the moment she lay down. All awoke stiff with the cold and damp, but the sun warmed as it rode higher in the sky, and their youthful bodies recovered quickly. Dreambringer, by some marvel dry as toast, rejoined them. Geode stumbled as he walked, his head down, and Marlin took his arm to steady him. “Still no dreams?” he whispered, and the boy shook his head. Marlin frowned, but could think of nothing that would help, until a sudden memory returned to him. “What you need is a well-spiced meal,” he said. The boy looked up at him with bruised eyes narrowed, as if suspecting Marlin of mocking him. “Truly,” Marlin said. “Whenever I, in great enthusiasm, ate an overlarge portion of my mothers sarmdonzi, the most vivid nightmares would invade my sleep.”
Geode appeared to consider. “Do you know how to prepare this dish?”
Marlin shook his head. “Cooking is woman’s work. But if we pass through a village, surely we can find someone from whom to purchase a spicy repast.” He paused. “I have some coin.”
They walked for a time in silence until Geode asked, “Do you remember any of these nightmares?”
”Indeed,” Marlin said. “I wish I did not.”
”Tell me,” Geode begged, and Marlin could not in honor refuse.
”The worst one,” he said, “involved a great battle. I fought with all my strength and skill, but my body would not obey my wishes and moved like that of an old man, its prime left long ago behind. The enemy was great, and a huge warrior approached and loomed over me, his head blocking out the sun. He raised a great sword, the blow came slowly down, but I moved even slower to block it, and this blade cleaved my shoulder. I saw my left arm fall from my body into the dust, where it writhed like a snake in a pool of spreading blood.”
”That’s bad,” Geode said, but his eyes were sparked with interest.
”It is hardly the worst of it,” Marlin continued. Geode’s eyes fairly glowed in expectation. “My arm walked upon its fingers, walked upright, walked away from me, nay, ran, faster than my old man body could react. It ran off through the battle, this arm, and I could glimpse it here and there through the melee, but I ought not to have spared it such attention, for the great sword came down again to cleave my other shoulder and part my right arm from my body.”
”Ohhhh. Did it run away, too?”
”It could not. It held my sword in its fist and would not let go. I bellowed at the warrior, as if that would frighten him away. I tried to kick him….”
”And he cut off your leg!”
”No… only my foot. He had sensed a game, you see, and would not deliver a merciful killing blow. He continued to cut me apiece, while the battle continued all around us. No one else seemed to notice. It was an unimportant bit of a great battle, and, at length, I lay upon the bloodied ground — armless, legless — I turned my head and saw my right arm, still clutching my sword and trying to lift it, trying to fight. I thought that now I must die.”
”And did you?”
”No. The warrior bent over me and using the tip of his sword, began to carve pieces from my torso. I howled, and, desiring death, thrashed about on the ground until I brought myself close enough to my own sword, still securely gripped by my own arm, and I threw myself, eye-first, upon my own sword.” Marlin shuddered at the memory.
Geode appeared calm as he thought this over, and Marlin wondered whether the boy had seen many, many dreams just as dreadful or perhaps worse. “Did you then die?”
”Even as the tip of my sword pierced the orb of my eye, I awoke, and woke the entire household and several nearby households with my screams.”
Geode laughed. “A powerful elixir, this sarmdonzi of your mother.”
”Indeed.”
”But it is not a true dream,” Geode said, as if to comfort Marlin, and, strangely, Marlin was comforted to know that no such event would come to pass.
They made swift progress through the forest. Each time they stopped to rest, Serefina encouraged Kiroli to practice her warrior exercises, insisting that walking was not exercise, and that exercise was rest. Kiroli found this to be true. The exercise was invigorating to mind and body, and she was young and just discovering youth’s mindless bliss in the power of motion.
Another night, more dreamless sleep for Geode, and another day’s travel brought them to the place in Kiroli’s dream. She and Geode both recognized it instantly, and both drew in their breath, though to Marlin and Serefina it appeared no different than any other place they had passed by. “Look!” Kiroli cried. There, at the earthen banks of the brook, were tiny heart-shaped hoofprints. Kiroli leapt across the brook to examine them more closely, placing her fingers into the indentations and marveling at the dainty marks.
”Will the unicorn come by day or night?” Serefina asked.
Geode leapt to join Kiroli, but in his weariness he stumbled and landed in the water’s flow. She offered him an arm, he sloshed out, and they stood and whispered together before confirming, “It is unclear.”
”If it may come at night, we must prepare.”
The men were sent away to seek food, and Kiroli was bidden to bathe in the brook. Serefina thought it a pretty picture, the pale girl splashing in the brook, shivering and laughing at the cold of the water. Any unicorn worth its horn would be seduced at the sight. Kiroli’s clothing also was washed and spread upon rocks to dry in the sun, and Serefina brushed the girl’s long, pale hair till it dried and lay gleaming about her shoulders. The men returned with a brace of rabbits, and Geode’s arms were full of flowers. “For your hair,” he said, presenting them to the cloak-wrapped Kiroli, and she smiled and reached out to stroke her thumb over the deepening, blackish shadow under his eye.
”Would you put your head in my lap and sleep?” she asked in a quiet voice that the others could not hear.
A spasm crossed Geode’s face. “I have come to dread sleep.” Kiroli ran her fingers through Geode’s curls, which hung limply about his face. “I was wrong to claim your dream for my own. It has cursed me.”
”Nooo, Geode, no. It’s just a bad time for you. Your dreams will come back. I know it.” She tugged on his hair until he bent down to where she could kiss his forehead.
”You know it. Have you dreamed it?” His tone was dry of hope.
”Unicorns are half dreams, you said. Maybe when we find it, your dreams will return.”
Geode shook his head. ”I do not even know if I can keep my promise to you, to send the unicorn into a dream so that it will feel no pain.” His eyes squeezed shut, and his lips pressed together tightly as if he anticipated the pain himself, and Kiroli felt such agony for him that she put her hand behind his head and pulled him into a kiss. He did not unpress his lips, and Kiroli laid desperate kisses along the hard line of his mouth. She could feel that he was fond of her but that it went no deeper, and she wanted to comfort him, not cause greater distress, and so she said, in an effort to relieve what he might be thinking she thought:
”You’re the best friend I’ve ever had. And when we have made our fortunes, I know that you will dream again, and I will listen to all your dreams, even if my ears blacken and fall off.” Of course she had seen many ears blacken and fall and knew that dreams were not the cause of it.
Geode slumped a little and buried his face in her neck. “You are sweet.” He said this often, but the words never failed to make Kiroli’s heart tighten painfully.
”Dreamer!”
Serefina strode across the clearing, her face anxious, and Kiroli sighed and let him go. Here, at the cusp of their triumph, Serefina would not let any of them take any chances. Instructing the men to turn their backs, Serefina dressed Kiroli in her clean though travel worn dress, after which Marlin grasped Kiroli about the waist and lifted her, spinning her in a circle and setting her again on her feet. “What unicorn — indeed, what warrior — could resist such a fragile piece of girlhood?” Serefina scowled, but Kiroli blushed and laughed and bade Marlin sit on the ground while she stood behind him (seated, he was barely of less stature than she was standing) and adorned his hair with flowers even as Serefina stood behind and adorned Kiroli’s. Marlin bore this stoically for the sake of the girl, upon whom, after all, all their hopes were hung, and even Geode smiled, when he finally deigned to look up, upon seeing the uses to which his flowers were being put. All were surprised when Kiroli broke into song, her clear voice that of an immature girl of untrained voice with no treble and no art:
”Quand je suis mis au retour de veoier ma dame,
Il n’est peine ne dolour que j’aie, par m’ame.
Dieus! c’est drois que ja l’aime, sans blame,
De loial amour.
Sa beaute, sa grande douceur, d’amoureuse flame
par souvenir nuit et jour, m’esprent et enflame,
Dieus! c’est drois que ja laime, sans blame,
De loial amour.
Et quant sa haute valour mon fin duer entame,
servir la wil san folour penser ne diffame.
Dieus! c’est drois que ja laime, sans blame,
De loial amour.”
The song was mournful, but she smiled as she sang, unaware of the sensation she was causing. Kiroli sang and wove flowers into Marlin’s hair, not looking up until she reached the end, and then, finding all eyes turned to her, save those of Marlin, who could not move without disturbing her hands, stammered and blushed.
“Gods, girl. We could have had you sing the unicorn to us and saved ourselves days of trouble,” Serefina said.
”What is that song?” Geode’s eyes were wide. “That tongue — I’ve heard it before, in dreams.”
”It is the tongue of the Francs, is it not?” Marlin demanded.
”I — I — don’t know,” the girl admitted. “A man came to the colony once and he spoke that tongue. None could understand him, but in time he learned our words, a bit. His name was Jongleur, and he had been a singer by trade. It was quite the treat for all of us, because no traveling performers ever came there, of course. It was not long till his voice gave out, though, but I first did learn some of his songs. That one was always my favorite.”
”The words. What do they mean?” All eyes were on her now.
”I don’t know. I know only that a man sings of his love, he sings of her beauty and of his love for her. The tune is sad, but Jongleur told me it is not a sad song.”
”Your voice is sweet,” Geode said. “Sing again?” But Kiroli was embarrassed and tongue-tied, and she could only shake her head.
”Do not be making the girl nervous now!” Serefina ordered. “Worry not, Kiroli. You’ll have your long life for songs and many loves to sing to. Now is the hour to which the fates have brought us!” She stood, hands on hips, and surveyed the group, and addressed Geode. “Where ought she to sit?”
After some consultation, Kiroli was placed on a mossy seat under the most graceful appearing tree, near the brook, her skirts spread about her, her hair artfully arranged to fall over one shoulder, and her hands resting on the ground on either side of her thighs. “To leave room for the unicorn to place its head,” Serefina explained. Geode lay down under a nearby bush. He said he did not need to touch the unfortunate creature to send it into a dream. Serefina crouched behind another bush, her knife drawn, ready to leap up and cut away the horn from skin and bone. Marlin she sent away to keep watch and warn them, by hooting like an owl, should he see a unicorn, or by calling out, should he see any danger.
Kiroli’s heart thudded against her ribs. She had been lighthearted enough in preparing for this moment, but now her thoughts careened from here to there in despair. What if she were not pretty enough to tame the creature and, instead of placing its head in her lap it decided to spear her upon its horn? Or what if it scooped her onto its back and spirited her away in order to get its young on her? What if Marlin was right that a unicorn could not live without its horn and she would have to watch the delicate creature expire in agony? Or — worst of all — what if no unicorn came, day after day, night after night, and her dream proved to be no true dream after all?
The sun drifted to its bed, twilight fell, and a mist arose from the forest floor. Fireflies appeared, silently winking as they danced in the faerie ring. Crickets sang. The brook murmured. A cuckoo called. Still, no unicorn appeared, and Kiroli, who could not keep tense for long, began to relax and dared to rest the back of her head against the trunk of the tree.
Marlin found a place from which to stand and watch and leaned wearily back against a tree with a bole as broad as he was. He was out of sight of the others and out of their sight but within calling distance. He plucked a few flowers from his hair before giving up the task as impossible. The days of travel and nights of interrupted sleep were wearing on him, and he dug his palms into the tree’s rough bark to force himself to stay awake. If all went well, this madness would soon end — and then what? Marlin had yet no clear idea of what he wanted in this life, in this world. Still, all things came easier once your fortune was made, and with this thought he comforted himself.
A mist rose from the forest floor, and Marlin felt sure this was a good sign. Fireflies flickered and he could hear the murmur of the brook from behind him. The gray light of early evening not yet night grew darker all around him, while the mist grew brighter and thicker. A cuckoo called. He did not remember having closed his eyes, but of a sudden, there was pressure across his thighs, as of something pinning him to the tree, and he knew he had slept. His eyes flew wide open, his hands reaching to push away whatever enemy might be holding him. The mist filled his vision, he could see nothing, but his hands encountered a rare softness, as of mist that had coalesced into a shape of warm flesh, a softness with hardness under it and over it, and one hand, running along the length of the whatever-it-was, found a weapon, a long and thick spear it seemed, but it, too, was warm and living, and with a shock that nearly sent him to his knees, and would have had there not been a thing holding him up, he realized he held in his hand the horn of a unicorn, still attached to the creature, the mist-made-flesh, and that the thing that was holding him up was the creature itself, having rested its head against Marlin’s lap.
For moments, he was utterly at a loss. He could find no voice, nor no sight; it all seemed a dream but for the solid, warm creature that leaned against him and the long, hard horn in his hands.
Horn.
It was the horn they sought. Their fortunes were made.
Gripping the horn tightly in one hand, he fumbled for his knife but found it missing.
The creature sighed. Marlin froze. It moved its head, stroking familiarily against Marlin’s thighs. Marlin’s hand clutched reflexively at the horn, finding the point of it and feeling no surprise that it was sharp as any spear. Seeking the most comfortable width for gripping the thing securely, he moved his hand slowly down the gradually widening circumferance of the horn’s length and wove his fingers into the creature’s silky mane. The unicorn sighed again and pressed closer, and Marlin tightened his grasp and bellowed with all the considerable strength of his overlarge lungs: “To me! I have it! To me!”
Serefina, having relaxed into the state known as “twilight sleep,” rose smoothly to her feet and blinked once, thinking to clear her vision and finding she could see nothing, the thick white mist blanketed all. Marlin’s shouts came muffled as if from a great distance, and he had been instructed to shout only if danger approached. “Kiroli!” she called. Twilight sleep being one of the many techniques perfected by and for the warriors of Wassus, it gave great advantage — one could sleep with eyes open in a state of subdued alert, coming instantly awake if necessary, well rested.
There was no answer, and Serefina dared to call more loudly, “Kiroli? Geode?” She took two steps in the direction of Kiroli but stopped, lest she lose her way entirely in the blind mist. Marlin’s voice continued to shout, and Serefina cursed his incaution and would not shout back. The risk of bringing whatever danger he had encountered down upon them all was too great.
“Serefina?” The soft voice of Kiroli answered.
“Keep talking,” Serefina ordered, and Kiroli did until Serefina found her and their hands came together and clasped like two bits of attracted metal. The hand of Kiroli trembled, and Serefina squeezed it. Even in their proximity, they could see nothing of one another.
“I can’t see!” Kiroli wailed.
“Nor can I. Comfort yourself, ‘tis only the mist.”
“What’s happened?” Kiroli’s voice trembled as much as her hand.
“I don’t know, but the fool is shouting too loudly for anything to be much wrong with him.”
“We should go to him!”
Serefina wavered. If there were danger and she went to Marlin’s aid, she would be leading Kiroli right into it. On the other hand, if she left the girl alone, whatever danger there was might slip past Marlin and find the girl. After muttering a few foul curses, she called again. “Geode!” But there was no answer.
“He’s saying, ‘I have it,’ what does he mean?”
Surprised, Serefina said, “You can make out his words? That is more than I can.”
“Yes, he’s saying, ‘To me, I have it.’ We should go!“
I have it seemed an unlikely warning. “Hold on to my belt and stay behind me.” She thrust Kiroli’s hand to the back of her waist and felt her grasp Serefina’s belt then, taking a moment to get her bearings, stepped in her best guess at the direction of Geode’s bush. “Geode! Geode! Where are you, boy? Geode!” she called repeatedly, quiet but urgent, and finally she was rewarded with his answer.
“I am here, I, I, am I awake? Is this a dream?”
“If you ask again about ‘twixt worlds, I shall kick you into one. Come here! Follow my voice!” A moment later, Geode clasped her arm. “Good. Listen well. There is a blinding mist, which, if I recall, is not unusual for such a place. Marlin is calling to us, but does not seem to be in immediate danger. Hold on to my belt, stay behind me, the both of you, and we go to him.” She guided Geode’s hand to her belt and felt it lock on next to Kiroli’s. The girl asked in concerned tones after his welfare, and he replied, in tones more wondering,
“He has it.”
“So he keeps informing us and jeopardizing us all, threatens our quest, for what unicorn would choose to approach a virgin in the presence of such a bellowing fool?” And Serefina started cautiously toward the noise.
“No, he has it. He has the unicorn.”
Serefina disregarded the words of the obviously delusional dreamer but increased her pace. The mist was settling, and, with relief, she realized she could make out the three-quarter moon overhead. Her progress was impeded by her charges, who, judging by their stumbles and exclamations had no woodcraft by night, and by the blind mist which shrouded everything even as it began to disburse. Marlin’s shouts came louder and more clearly till she could make out his words; he kept repeating the phrases, interspersed with her name and with “stellar.” Even at such a slow pace, they reached him quickly enough; all the while the mist dissipated around them into curls and whorls, floating upward on the still night air or whipping away into the surrounding forest, or curling about their feet, thus all were able to clearly see, by an indistinct light, the form of Marlin, his back against a tree, and, against him, the unicorn.
Chapter Ten: In Which Everything Is Fucked, Although No One Actually Literally Is Fucked Probably, Although This Could Change, Who Knows? Certainly Not the Author
Kiroli let out a low moan of awe at the sight. The creature was far more exquisite in reality than in dream, its dainty hooves planted, its mane and tail and beard silkily whorled as if they might dissipate into the mist. Smaller than a horse, more delicate, more fluid, less there. Its tufted lion’s tail swayed. The indistinct light of the clearing emanated like moonlight from the horn of the unicorn, like mother of pearl, like alabaster, like every lovely thing she had ever heard told or sung. It lit Marlin’s hand, wrapped around the horn, the flesh of his hand glowed violet, and the bones within showed through. But, most marvelous of all, it leaned its head against Marlin’s lap, its eyes were closed, and its mouth curved in bliss. Were she not frozen to the spot, she would have darted forward and thrown her arms about the creature’s neck and smoothed her face over its coat.
“WHAT IS THIS.” Serefina said.
Marlin’s eyes lit with relief. “I have it! Come and take its horn!”
Geode broke into peals of merry laughter.
Marlin’s position was cause for alarm to Serefina, who had heard tell that once a virgin touched a unicorn she was likely to become enamored of it and fight to defend it, as the long ago girl of her village had helped the unicornis captivator to escape. As Kiroli would have been easy to overcome, she had not worried, but an enraged or agitated Marlin could be difficult, and she did not wish to harm him. Rather than that, she would let the unicorn escape. “Easy,” she said, easing forward. “Let go,” she added to Kiroli and Geode, who obeyed.
“A backward unicorn!” Geode shouted, and laughed fit to fall on his face.
The unicorn opened its eyes and regarded them reproachfully. Its limpid eyes glinted as if with dreams, and Kiroli gasped as she realized Its eyes are like Geode’s!
“Hush!” Serefina commanded as she continued cautiously approaching Marlin and the animal. Perhaps if she struck quickly enough, a melee could be avoided. She lifted her knife and turned its handle over and over in her hand.
“Hurry!” Marlin said.
“Did you send it into a dream?” Kiroli asked.
“Oh, um,” Geode hesitated, suppressed his merriment, and closed his eyes.
Serefina neared the pair.
Marlin tightened his grip.
The stillness was broken by a whinny, which did not come from the unicorn as they first thought, or they might have had more time to react. Many tend to forget that unicorns are not horses and behave in very different fashions, in fact, they do not whinny. Marlin, with his proximity to the creature, knew it came not from the unicorn, and his head jerked up, he loosed his hold, he scooped up his weapon from the ground where it had fallen. Men on horseback broke into the clearing. There were shouts, their quarry was spotted, a spear flew through the air and would have found its mark had not Marlin parried it with his own spear. There was a horrified scream, suddenly cut off. Serefina, not seeing the thrown weapon and assuming Marlin had chosen to protect the unicorn from injury, moved to disarm him, and his spear was knocked out of his grip, out of immediate reach.
“The earl’s beasts!” someone cried, and a blade flashed toward Marlin’s throat. The unicorn, incensed at an attack on its chosen mate, snorted and parried the blow with its horn, and the sword glanced off, sending sparks flying, its sharp edge notched. The horses sidestepped and rolled their eyes, made nervous by the presence of the rare creature and would not readily obey their riders’ commands. Serefina whirled, snarling. The first rule of fighting on foot against riders was to remove the advantage: the horse, and she leapt and slashed expertly at the throat of the first animal, dexterously avoiding its wild hoofs. It reared and screamed, unseating its rider, who met swift death at the point of the woman’s spear. Forced to leap away to avoid the horse’s death throes, she wrenched at her spear, but misfortune had lodged the weapon in bone, and it did not immediately come free, though she pulled with the twisting leverage she had been taught. Abandoning the spear, she turned to meet her next attacker armed only with her knife.
Marlin had no weapon save his own strength, which was considerable, and he caught the foot of one rider, yanking it from its stirrup and twisting hard enough to break the leg. The rider, a seasoned veteran, was not deterred, and he slashed at Marlin, who was again protected by the unicorn, which parried the blow, leapt at the rider, and pierced him through the heart. He fell with a gurgling cry, and the riderless horse whinnied and cantered away. Marlin seized the sword from the fallen man’s hand, only to have it immediately knocked away. It spun through the air and Marlin scrambled after it. Perhaps the author should mention and explain why neither Marlin nor Serefina owned a sword. Swords were for the wealthy, they were weapons of beauty crafted in skill and secrecy, and though it might be the first purchase of someone who had made his fortune, it was rare indeed that a young person owned one, unless it were inherited from an elder who had never been in straits desperate enough to necessitate its sale. Warriors trained with wooden swords or with cheaply made steel that snapped on hard impact and hoped to someday wield the genuine thing.
They fought on desperate instinct, but they were far outnumbered. Serefina grappled with two men, one of which seized her by the hair as she screamed in rage and disbelief at such dishonorable conduct, for no warrior should touch the hair of another, save after removing his head. Her hair was her pride, and her pride was her downfall, and, even as she fell, she vowed that if she lived, her first act would be to send a message to Wassus proposing an addition to the Code: that all warriors keep their hair trimmed to a length ungraspable. As she threw her weight backward atop the man who had her by the hair, she kicked out at the other attacker, and her foot made contact with his wrist, numbing it. He dropped his weapon. She landed on the man behind her and heard him grunt. At such close quarters the sword was a disadvantage, and Serefina slashed at his hand in her hair; still, he would not release her, and she instead sawed at her own hair, the man’s grip aiding her as he pulled the hair out straight and taut. He yelled in surprise as the hair came away and the woman twisted and rammed her knife under his jaw. Before she could spring to her feet, a blow landed on her from behind, and Serefina knew no more.
Regaining the sword, Marlin was gripped by a battle euphoria, akin to berserker rage; rider after rider he yanked from saddle and dispatched. The unicorn at his side reared and plunged, and soon enough the remaining riders stayed back and circled warily. The situation might have turned but for an archer, arriving late to the melee. She sprang from her horse, tossed back her cloak, and went down on one knee at the edge of the clearing. She cared nothing for the man or for her own dead men. She knew what she wanted, took aim, and her arrow flew as if charmed and found the heart of the unicorn.
It stumbled, its mouth and its eyes widening in pained horror, and down it went. The archer, satisfied, sprang up but was rooted in place by the chilling, ululating wail that wavered through the clearing: the unicorn’s death cry. All within hearing felt their blood vessels crust over with ice. Several of the horses screamed and stampeded in panic, taking their riders with them or tossing them to the ground. Marlin’s cry echoed the creature’s; he felt as if his own heart had been pierced; nothing in the world mattered but that he ease the unicorn’s passing. Dropping his sword, he knelt at the beast’s side, put a hand on its heaving flank and with the other smoothed the mane from its dulling eyes. One eye rolled back to regard him even as it fogged over and the unicorn breathed its last, expelling a wisp of mist that floated over Marlin’s head and away — its soul, he was sure.
The spell was broken. The archer, affected by the touching scene, decided she wanted the man. A woman used to taking what she wanted, she sent a brusque command to her men: “Take him!” which was instantly obeyed. The bowed head was clubbed — twice for reasons of safety — and he was dragged away. The archer strode forward and claimed the horn from the dead unicorn, expertly slicing under it as Serefina had said must be done, separating it from skin and bone and stuffed it into her pack. She mounted her horse and waved for her entourage to follow. Those who had lost their mounts were forced to follow on foot.
The footfalls of man and horse passed out of hearing, and the clearing was silent.
Chapter Eleven: The Company Has Been Split Apart and Have I Mentioned That Formatting in Google Docs Drives Me Batty
Since he had been endeavoring to send the unicon into a dream to enable painless horn removal, Geode’s eyes were closed when the riders attacked. The shouts and other noises did not at first alert him until a scream erupted almost in his ear. With difficulty, he roused himself and blinked at the situation. The sudden chaos made no sense, and for one euphoric moment he thought that he had wandered into a dream. Men on horseback. Swords swinging. A unicorn snorting and rearing. Kiroli’s wild and terrified eyes as she was lifted and flung bodily across a saddle with a force that knocked the breath from her lungs and put an end to her scream. Instinctively, he reached for her, but the rider kicked him to the ground, and the pain of it sobered him. He struggled to rise, flinching at the burning in his ribs, saw the rider spur his horse and flee with Kiroli, and Geode could do nothing; he had no weapon, no training. For an instant, he thought of sending the horse into a dream, and he closed his eyes again, clenching his fingers into fists with the effort but was jarred by a vision of the horse, asleep on its feet, falling and rolling over on its two riders, crushing them both, and he abandoned the effort. It was too much of a risk. Instead, he refocused on the horses of the other riders, but they were keyed up and distracted, and his efforts went to nothing. Serefina fell, and he could not see if she lived. Crying out, Geode got to his feet, one arm held tightly across his chest, and lurched toward her, ignored by the fighters who were too occupied with Marlin and a raving beast to pay heed to a slight, weaponless boy moving along the perimeter. He saw that she killed her attacker. He saw that a blow was falling on her from behind against which she could not defend. He saw the blow land and saw her collapse. He saw the second attacker rise for another blow, and at that moment there was an uncanny wail, unlike anything Geode had ever heard before, even in seasons and seasons of dreams. He froze. The attacker froze. Everything in the clearing stopped. The scene was like a painting, or if Geode had ever dreamed of children of the future, he might have compared it to a Viewmaster image.
He recovered quickly, however, far more quickly than those around him. Grabbing the prone figure of Serefina by the hair (for only a fistful of plenty had she removed), he pulled, gritting his teeth at the pain that flared in his ribs, and hauled her out of sight into the undergrowth, collapsing at her side and biting his lip to stop his loud breathing.
There was enough noise that he need not have bothered. Serefina’s attacker, coming to himself, started at the sight of a cat where before had lain his quarry. It crouched atop his fallen comrade lapping at the blood that pooled around his neck, but, all told, it seemed to him the least supernatural event of the night so far, that the warrior woman should transform into a cat. He raised his weapon to dispatch it, the cat streaked away, and the man’s mistress called to her men. Finding a cat in the undergrowth would be impossible, he decided, and went to aid his group.
Geode whimpered and drove his knuckles into his teeth, as, from his cover, he watched as Marlin was clubbed and dragged away. The group ordered itself and rode or walked away, taking their torchlight with them. The clearing was bathed in moonlight from the high-riding three quarter moon. Each clear cut corpse was limned in silver, the unicorn’s hornless body no more nor less than the rest. No dreams could be gleaned from the unicorn now. This was a nightmare, and Geode had led them to it.
A pounding woke Serefina. “Stop the noise,” she groaned, and the sound of her own voice made her realize that the pounding resided only in her head. Not that that made it any less real. She sat up and a wave of nausea rolled her over. She leaned to the side and vomited.
”Serefina,” said a quiet, concerned voice, and a hand touched the back of her neck. “All right?”
She turned her head to the sound with as minimal a movement as was possible. Geode knelt by her and regarded her with genuine fear in his eyes. “Yrggh,” she said, wiping her mouth. “Y-yes.” She rubbed gingerly at her tender forehead. She felt like the day after a feast day, and memory was slow in catching up. There had been a fight. She must have received a blow to the head, and from her training she knew that vomiting after such a blow was a good sign. It certainly did not feel like one. Her limbs were trembly as a newborn filly’s. “What happened.” Might as well get the bad tidings now. It could not make her feel worse.
”Water?” Geode offered her a water bag. She sipped.
”Don’t stall.” Short sentences were all she could manage.
Geode looked down at the ground and mumbled, which was a good thing, as any louder noise would likely cause her to sink back into oblivion. “The unicorn was killed. They took its horn. You were hurt. They… they took… Kiroli and Marlin.”
Wrong. This was worse, and it made her feel much worse. “They took them.” She had to turn these words over and over in her mind. “They took them. Took them. Took them?” Kiroli, of course, would be easy for anyone to take, but taking an unwilling Marlin away on horseback would be a feat indeed.
”The fault is mine,” Geode said, hanging his head.
”Shut it,” Serefina said. She trickled water over her aching head. “They still live then.”
”I cannot know.”
”Why take them to kill them? Kill them here.”
”One would think. My stellar, the–”
”No longer. Only two.” Serefina felt of the back of her head and found the injury, which, surprisingly, hurt not at all. This too was part of the wisdom passed on to her in her training, that such an injury would cause pain on the opposite side of the skull.
”We are only two, but you remain the stellar of the four of us,” Geode insisted.
Serefina sighed. She could not think. ”Sleep,” she said, and lay down to do so.
She awoke in the morning light, feeling somewhat more capable of thought and much less capable of leadership. What had ever made her think she could lead? She had proved to be less skilled at leading than Marlin was at charming. She had led them all right — directly into ambush, capture, and the unsuccessful end of their quest. Her throat closed as she thought of the young girl alone, afraid. I trust you, she had said. Serefina climbed painfully to her feet and surveyed her surroundings. The clearing was littered with odd bodies – men, at least two horses, and the unicorn, over which Geode now stood and brooded. ”Geode,” she said, her voice raspy. She cleared her throat. “Geode. Where are they? Have you dreamed their whereabouts?”
Geode, who had slept fitfully, shook his head. “We can track them,” he said. “A whole troop. Horses.”
At the moment, Serefina was not sure she could track them if they’d ridden on fluxy rhinos mounted on menstrual elephants. “I need you to dream them. Kiroli needs you,” she said. “In a dream you may see where they are, where they are heading, what is their condition.”
Geode hung his head. He whispered something.
Losing patience, Serefina strode across to the boy, seized him by the arm and dragged him away from the death scene. She marched him to their campsite by the brook. Marlin’s and Kiroli’s abandoned packs lay like more dead bodies. Wilted wildflowers were strewn beneath the three where Kiroli had sat. She took the boy by the shoulders and turned him to face her. ”What.”
”I cannot dream.”
”You are weary. There has been a shock. I understand. But I require that you do it.”
”I cannot.” He hung his head. “The dream of the unicorn — it wasn’t mine, it was Kiroli’s.”
”Oh!” Serefina loosed him. She sank to the ground.
”I see now that it was a reflected dream — another’s dream — it was in the dream pool from which she drank. She was thinking of unicorns and somehow called the very dream to herself. It moved into her mind. Someone — someone among those people who attacked us, must have had the dream and followed it as did we. Kiroli’s dream was a reflection. It was fate, cruel fate, that we arrived on the same night.” Serefina buried her face in her hands, but Geode’s voice went on. “If the dream had been my own, I would have known, I would have urged caution, but I had only her words and I did not recognize it.”
”My own people deceiving me and I did not know!” Serefina groaned and rubbed her aching head. “My knife!”
”It’s — it’s –” Geode produced it from somewhere and handed it to her. “I could scarce make you let it go. My stellar, forgive me. What –” His eyes were large; perhaps he feared she would discipline him with the blade, but instead she took it to her own hair, sawing it away a handful at a time as she had vowed, though the answering pain in her skull nearly made her vomit again. Never again would anyone use her own hair against her. Geode watched helplessly as the handfuls of hair dropped to the ground ((and holy crap I just realized I wrote a hair cutting scene in my 06 NaNo too; that was Holly)) and his fingers fluttered at his sides as if he was thinking of gathering the shorn hair together. “Is this a custom of mourning?”
”For what would I be mourning?” Serefina said. “For your confidence? For your dreams?” Making a thorough job of it, she ran her hand over her head, searching for stray lengths that might remain. “So willing are you to give them up as dead?”
”Kiroli,” Geode whispered. “So small. She’s utterly defenseless.”
”She is not as weak as you assume. Her core is iron – one I would be glad of, myself.” Secretly, Serefina was as worried as Geode if not more, not so much for the girl’s size or weakness, but for her trusting nature. “She would not give up on you while breath moved in her lungs.”
”Breath,” Geode said, under his breath. “Breath, stars, voices….” His eyes began to take on the vague focus so typical of dreamers, as if whatever he saw was more real than the sight of his surroundings.
”Speak sense!” Serefina shouted. ”You are needed, dreamer! And I will have your dreams.” Her head ached so. Perhaps the boy needed a gentler touch. He was not a warrior, after all. Perhaps his loss of confidence was her own fault, her sorely lacking gift of leadership. She rose and strode to the brook, strode back. The boy’s head was tilted backward, his neck hyper extended, his gaze directed now at the leaves fluttering at the top of the tree.
”Breath, voices, stars….”
Serefina started to speak, thought better of it. She was silent. She waited until his chin dropped to his chest, till his head came up and his eyes stared through her, till he blinked and his eyes focused on hers.
”Will you do something?”
”Ask, and if it is in my power, and if I deem it sensible, I will do it.”
”Go there.” Geode pointed to the flower-strewn area. “Talk. Not loudly, but as if speaking with a friend. Don’t talk to me, talk to yourself, talk to… anyone. Talk and leave no silence.” With no further explanation, Geode gracefully laid himself on the grass near the bank of the stream, his hands laced behind his head, regarding the sky or the trees or the clouds, the gods knew. Serefina did not deem this a very sensible request but complied nonetheless, sitting where he had indicated, and, after a moment’s thought, extending her arms, palms up, and speaking aloud in prayer. The warrior’s prayer is long and bloviated and could be shortened to three words, Let me win, but never is. Upon reaching the completion of her prayer, she paused and glanced at Geode who had not moved. She began the prayer again but the murmur of the brook backgrounded her voice, lulled her, and she gradually moved on from a recitation to speaking words from her heart. “Forgive my pride. Teach me humility. Teach me to lead. Teach me discernment. Teach me to see into the hearts and minds of others. Let me not be deceived. Guide me to my fate.” The list went on and on, for there was a world of things she wished to learn, a world of things she wished to do and to be, and her confidence in her own abilities had received a tremendous blow. Had Kiroli and Marlin suddenly appeared, having managed to escape, Serefina would have released them from the quest and returned to Wassus, begged a punishment, and asked to continue her training.
But she could not. Her followers depended on her, they needed her, she had vowed to protect them, and she would die rather than leave them in the hands of their captors.
Slowly, Serefina became aware that Geode stood at her shoulder. Offended that he would listen to her private communication with her god, she directed at him a piercing glare, but its considerable effect was wasted. He was looking through her. “I know where they will be,” he said.
Serefina nearly melted into a puddle of relief. “Well done, dreamer. She stood, her knees creaking and the night’s work making itself known in dozens of little ways all over her body. She touched his hand. “You put me to shame, for your day’s work was more difficult than my own. You have overcome your own fears. There is no greater challenge in this world, in this life.”
Geode closed his eyes and opened his eyes, too slowly to really be termed a blink. She was unsure whether he heard her words at all. Just as slowly, his lips curved upward into a smile. “I know where the horses are.”
Dreamers would dwell on unimportant details. “It is the riders and their captives we must find.”
Geode shook his head so slowly that it was more as though he was stretching his neck. “I mean,” he said, “the horses that ran away. We can retrieve them for our own use.”
The daughter of the Baron Darcy de Knayth, was his only surviving child, the others having succumbed to malaria, gangrene, the pox, poison, fractured skull, and syphilis, respectively. She was bent to inherit all, despite being a female, all but the title, which meant nothing to her anyway. Money was what she cared for, or, more specifically, the things that it could bring her. She was a high spirited creature and used to having her own way, and with a bow in her hand she was unrivaled. Understanding the duties of a wife and having seen her mother’s body ravaged with childbearing even as her spirit was slowly crushed beneath the baron’s heel, she had thus far managed to delay a marriage, finding this match too poor, this too ugly, this too old, this too far from home, till her father growled and said she could find her own match, then, and this she had done, wangling a betrothal to the son of an earl, a man of the right age and the right temperament, by which she meant someone whom she could bully, and he was handsome besides.
Or so she had thought until she had seen the man weeping over the unicorn.
He was the biggest man she had ever seen, and everyone knew that big men were cruel and imperious, their very size renders them so. Yet this specimen, after killing several of her best men, had shown a tenderness, a delicacy of sentiment, all the more delicate for the being who expressed it. (ack) One of her men was forced to give up his mount and go on foot. The big man, who had been stunned but not unconscious, was manhandled into the saddle and bound to the horse, his hands cinched behind him, a noose around his neck attached to the rear of the saddle, though this hardly seemed necessary; he rode with bowed head as if he cared not what would become of him, as if his spirit had been broken or had followed that of the unicorn, leaving behind an empty husk. What could she do with such a man! with either a broken spirit or an empty husk. And such a husk. With such streaming thoughts was her mind occupied as they wound their way home. They were forced to travel more slowly than she would have liked because of the captive, but she occupied herself and was not unhappy. Pulling her horse close to his, she reached out to pluck a flower from his hair and asked him: “How are you called, valiant one?” She might as well have addressed a tree for all the response she received. Next to him she felt small, and worse than that, insignificant, as though she were a squirrel crawling over the surface of the tree, thinking her daily errands important, thinking her footprints historic, while the tree lived for centuries beneath the wind and stars and endured the squirrels, not because it must, but because they were of no consequence.
The baron’s daughter did not enjoy the feeling. She put the flower to her face and inhaled meditatively before tossing it aside. Drawing her dagger from its sheath, she balanced it by the point on the tip of one finger as she rode. “I am Rhone, daughter of the Baron Darcy de Knayth.” It was improper for a nobly born woman to give her name to a stranger, and she heard Gustav, her man, clear his throat behind her, but he knew better than to interfere. She tossed her dagger and caught it by the hilt. There was no response from the man. “Perhaps you are warm,” she said. “It is a warm night. Why do you not remove your coat?” She laughed like silver chimes. “Oh, of course. I am hardly considerate. With your hands tied, you cannot! Allow me.” She leaned toward him, and Gustav made a sound. He had no wish to see the dangerous man freed, but his mistress glanced at him and he averted his eyes. Inserting the point of her knife at the back of the man’s neck, she sliced quickly downward through the material of his coat, not being overly cautious about it. In this manner she cut the coat away and dropped its pieces to the ground. It seemed that he looked at her, and her heart jumped sideways in her chest. This was as exciting as a boar hunt! Would he grow angry?
”Is that better?” she asked, smiling and displaying her small, even, white teeth for his benefit. He gave no sign that he heard. “You are weary,” she observed. “The cool night air on your battle heated skin will be soothing, I deem.” And, catching her tongue between her teeth, she cut away his tunic, allowing her dagger to graze his skin and almost but not quite break it. Thus unshirted, he quite took her breath away, and she pictured him trembling while she traced the point of her dagger over every line and contour. Her dagger was very sharp, it might, despite her caution, pierce his perfect skin, there might be a dribble of blood, she might salve the hurt with her tongue. “Water!” She held out her hand and felt Gustav place the water bag there. She drank. She tossed the bag over her shoulder to Gustav. “Since you will not gift me with your name, valiant one, I gift you with a name.” She paused, and the tip of her tongue touched the center of her upper lip. “Ox, I think.”
One of the men laughed. Another shook his head and spat. “An ox be not so fast. Nor so valiant.” He was the sort of man who respected a good enemy as much as a good friend, there not being much difference.
”What would you name him then, Ralph?” Ralph, not being imaginative, shook his head and spat again. “Ox it is. Unless you would contradict me?” She arched her delicately plucked eyebrows at the captive, who continued to stare impassively at the ears of his mount, and she took advantage of his inattentiveness to inspect his face, calling to her man to bring her a torch, which she held to throw light on Ox’s face. He did not so much as flinch. He would clean up well, she was sure. Or not.
They rode through the night, leaving the boundaries of the forest, and in the morning as they crested a hill, two horsemen appeared in the distance. Rhone snorted her displeasure, a very ladylike snort, to be sure. She had not anticipated that her betrothed might take it into his head to come after her. She raised her hand and closed it into a fist bringing her men to a halt. Their mounts should rest anyway. Let him come to me. The two horses, both black and swift as underground cataracts, cantered up the hill, and the earl’s son swung to the ground, graceful and strong, but in Rhone’s eyes he appeared now no better than a toad hopping from a treestump to plop into a puddle of mud.
”My lady!” he cried, tossing his horse’s reins to his man. “What have you!”
”‘Tis only an outing, my lord, of no interest to you.”
”All of my lady’s outings are of interest to me.” His eyes, quite naturally, came to rest upon her Ox, and she saw his eyelids draw back as if to fully take in the sight, before his eyebrows lowered and nearly met over the bridge of his nose. “Were you in danger?”
Her silvery laughter sounded. “Oh, how you worry, my lord. Shall I be flattered that your heart stutters in fear that I might tread upon a sharp rock, or insulted that you think so little of the men I have hand picked for protection?”
”Less men than usual.” He scanned the group. “Where is Malcom? John de Quaff? Raoul? Winston?”
Rhone was surprised that he knew her men by name. Had she given thought to the fact that her betrothed, the earl’s third son and thus expecting little inheritance of his own, was preparing himself to be the heir to her father’s barony, she would have realized that this was the natural thing to do and was in fact evidence that he was a responsible minded young man.
”Oh, silly men cannot control their high-spirited steeds and have been de-horsed, and Raoul was prevailed upon to give his mount over to the prisoner.” Her men shifted in their seats and eyed one another, uncomfortable with this lie that must come to light rather sooner than later. Though their loyalties lay with their mistress, they knew that the earl’s son was soon to be their lord, assuming their mistress did not change her mind, a possibility they dared not rule out. A younger man, perhaps ambitious and wanting to ingratiate himself, spoke up from the back.
”There were several deaths, m’lord. Malcom, John, both dead. Some others. And a few follow us on foot.”
The son of the earl ((I need a name for him – please suggest something)) looked from face to face and noted how the men would not meet his eye. “My lady, no doubt you have your reasons for concealing the truth from your intended husband, and it is true I have little claim on you as yet, though I would not say no claim.”
Rhone threw a look of outraged hurt at the man who had spoken. “Bruce! What do you mean, deaths?” She turned fierce eyes on Gustav. “What is this? I was not told of any deaths! You said you had captured this poacher and some horses were lost! You said nothing of men!” She drew a gasping breath and blinked, bringing a few tears to sparkle on her lashes.
Gustav, who had lied many worse lies for his mistress, caught the tossed thread. “Indeed, m’lady, we thought it better to wait until you were safe home to relay the ill news. The families will need to be paid.”
”Of course, of course! Oh, why are the gods so cruel, and how, oh how, how many? Who? Which ones?”
Gustav gave a quick and dry account of the attack, leaving out all mention of the unicorn and stating that the man had been caught curing and smoking many deer worth of the lord’s deer, a heinous crime, as minions are allowed only to kill enough of the lord’s game in order to feed their families. He and his companions had fought to avoid capture, knowing the penalty for their crime, and the rest had been killed or escaped, but this, the ringleader, had been captured.
”And you’ll have brought along this quantity of venison for evidence?” asked the earl’s son.
”And for breakfast,” added his man, who had thus far sat quietly upon his horse.
”During the fight, the venison was thrown into the river, as the outlaws, of course, wished to destroy the evidence,” said Gustav.
”There must have been many outlaws indeed, and they could dispose of such a great amount of venison in so short a time and while under attack,” said the man of the son of the earl.
”Oh, what does this matter! A stock of venison when my men are dead!” And Rhone leaned over to sob into Gustav’s shoulder.
The earl’s son gave his man a hard look. “If you have an accusation to make, speak it aloud, dePaul.”
dePaul shrugged. “You woke me early this morn, and I missed my wife’s breakfast, m’lord. It seems hard to hear of smoked venison and I hunger.”
Patting the knee of his betrothed, the earl’s son tried to coax her from her tears. “They were good men, and I shall help you see their families compensated. There, there. There, there.” He continued in this fashion until she raised her face and beamed at him and lightly slipped down from her horse into his arms. His hands were happy about her narrow waist. “What do you mean to do with this man?” he asked, cocking his head at the captive.
”He must pay for his crime. I will let my father judge him.”
”I will escort you.” And the earl’s made her a little bow, and Rhone was obliged to pretend to be pleased.
They rested themselves and their horses, eating from their saddlebags what little they had before continuing on their way. dePaul mingled with the men in an effort at gaining their confidence and gathering information. Rhone hung back, that she might watch Ox unobserved, and the earl’s son rode at her side. Having quickly recovered from her grief, she chatted gaily of this and that and enquired after the health and welfare of her betrothed, though her attention did not remain on him. At one point she gasped and gestured imperiously at the captive. “He moves! Verily, the clever outlaw! Tie his hands more tightly or he escapes!” Her men moved to oblige her, pulling his hands more strenuously behind him tilll it seemed his shoulder blades would meet. She heard him grunt, and, oh, the muscles of his shoulders and back, how they bulged with the strain. The men secured his bound hands to the back of the saddle, at the same time tightening the noose, and he was forced to sit quite upright, his back arched, his head high, or be strangled. Rhone was certain she had never seen anything so attractive. She smiled approval at her men and reached over to squeeze the hand of her betrothed, managing to imply how much safer she felt with him by her side.
Wulfric ((I think??)) was not such a fool as Rhone imagined him to be. Though he was much enamored of his lady he was not now quite so blind as he had been the several months before when he had determined to ask for her hand. Even then, love had not blinded him to the advantages of the match — being the third son, he was set to inherit a goodly fortune but no land, no holdings, no title. The Baron Darcy de Knayth’s only child would inherit all his wealth and holdings, but there being no male heir, the baron had agreed that his daughter’s husband should be the next baron, and the earl’s third son had extensively looked into the baron’s holdings and found them agreeable, including his lovely and spirited daughter, the holding he most wished to hold. She desired a long engagement, and he was not opposed to this, he would spend the time well.
And so, being no fool, he noted the pretty flush along his lady’s dark cheekbones, noted how her pink tongue touched her lips and how her eyes glistened as they fell with an archer’s aim on the form of the captive man. Noted especially her pleasure in the man’s discomfort, and he frowned. Perhaps this was partly her vengeful nature, as she was rightly grieving the deaths of her men and drew satisfaction from punishing the perpetrator thereof. But as they continued again on their way and she replied absently to Wulfric’s words and favored him with few glances of her sparkling eyes, he felt that an insult was laid upon him and suspected the purity of her motivations regarding the man. He shouted a word to dePaul, who raised his hand in a fist, and the group came again to a straggling halt, Rhone’s men unsure whether or not they were to obey the commands of Wulfric’s man some of them first looking to see if their lady halted.
She did, and turned wondering eyes on Wulfric. “Is something wrong? I was hoping to return to my home in time for the noon meal.”
Wulfric rode forward, bringing his horse even with that of the captive. The man’s eyes met his, and he thought he saw intelligence in the gaze. “Poacher,” Wulfric said, “how many of my lady’s men did you murder?”
”I am no poacher,” the man replied in a voice necessarily strained, “and no murderer neither, as one may kill to protect one’s own. Even your law allows for it.”
”Even my law? And do you suppose that mine is different from your own?”
”Lords live by their own law, so it is said, and not necessarily by the laws their people are held to obey.”
”You claim innocence. This case must be brought before my father, then, for adjudication.”
Rhone cried out in protest. “My father is capable of sending this outlaw to his just reward!”
”Nay, lady. I deem it a higher matter and claim your prisoner for my own. As your intended, I find it unseemly for you to have such a pet and am within my rights to deny you it.” Rhone’s face was suffused in wrath, and Wulfric saw that his suspicions were correct. Drawing his dagger, over the protests of his lady and the murmurings of the men, he made quick work of the captive’s bonds and leapt from his horse. “Here! You! Down from that horse.” Wulfric stood back and waved at the men to give them room as the captive, wincing, moved his limbs back into positions that nature intended and slid clumsily to the ground, there falling to his knees. Wulfric waited for him to rise. “Your name?”
”Marlin of Grinnell.” He crouched there for some moments before getting slowly to his feet.
”I am Wulfric, son of the earl of (something or other).” The man Marlin was tall and broad, and Wulfric suspected he would be a worthy opponent in any fight. Rhone stared at this Marlin with a look Wulfric had seen upon the faces of many men hungering after pretty barmaids, and any barmaid knew to guard her virtue in the proximity of such looks. He felt slighted, for surely his lady had never looked at him in such a manner. Impulsively, for he was young and confident in his own youth and beauty, he unbuckled his sword belt and let it drop, tossed aside his cloak, and tore his tunic over his head. His soft undergarment followed, and he stood, clad only in leggings, next to the impressive form of Marlin. “And which would you prefer, my lady, given the choice?” Rhone’s mouth opened and closed as the raucous laughter of the surrounding men rose about her. Wulfric threw his chest out, pulling his arms behind himself and lifting his chin in an imitation of the bound captive. “Or is this how you like your men?” He grinned at her.
Gustav could not let such an insult to his mistress pass unchallenged, even from an earl’s son, and he urged his horse forward, but Rhone stopped him with an airy wave of her fingers. “My preference is for my lord, of course. I cannot be swayed by another, no matter how chiseled his jaw or how pleasing his form or how astounding his strength.”
Wulfric’s face darkened. “Turn!” he barked. Giving Marlin a shove, Wulfric turned about in a circle, and Marlin, after a puzzled moment, did the same. Having turned in a full circle, Wulfric regarded Rhone and said, his voice dangerously low, ”Would you not say, my lady, that the form of your lord is in better proportions than that of this hulking outlaw?”
Rhone’s tongue made a brief appearance as she considered the men before her. “He is taller. He is more muscled. You, certainly, my lord, are more kempt and of more noble bearing, your hair is washed and it floats in the breeze, your eyes are keen and full of good humor.” She shrugged prettily. “Well pleased am I that you were not put at risk, as you would have been had you accompanied my outing. Doubtless you would have felt obligated to defend my men and would have met a premature end at the strong hands of Ox, and it would have been my fate to travel in mourning and deliver the devastating news to the earl of the death of his third son. What judgement would he then have laid upon this man?” She turned wondering eyes upon Marlin and made no attempt to hide her glance or where it fell.
Marlin looked from one to the other, surreptisously flexing his limbs, working out the aches. The heavy gloom, deafening and blinding as it had been, was leaching from him, and he wondered at his chances of escape. Surely he could outrun any man there, but he could not outrun a horse, nor an arrow, and they were some distance now from any cover. The woman he would as soon strangle as look at, for she had killed the unicorn, the most innocent and precious creature alive, one that he would have died to protect. Over and over he had reproached himself for not seeing the archer and blocking the arrow, but he had had no sense of the unicorn’s mortality, had naively assumed the charmed creature could not die. Only now was he beginning to wonder what had become of his companions and whether they might be in danger. Was it even possible they might be dead, as the woman’s man had said? He felt sure, desperately sure, that it was only part and parcel of their lies. Kiroli! Geode! His ribs contracted painfully as he drew breath. Were they safe? How easily these armed men could have cut them down once Marlin and Serefina were overcome. He bit his lip. The pain of sorrow, of anxiety, made him tremble. The loss of those two ingenuous youths would be more than he could bear. Better that he die than ever hear the sad news. He came back to himself as a hand landed on his shoulder and shoved, and Marlin obligingly took a step backward.
”He has no balance,” the earl’s son proclaimed. “Nor do I concede to him any greater strength, though the greater size be his. Come, then! Do you wrestle, sir?” Wulfric dropped into a half crouch, the traditional opening pose of one wrestler to another.
Marlin blinked. Of course he had received training in the art of grappling, and there was no doubt in his mind that he could pin or throw this young lord as easily as he could swat a fly. But he recognized that Wulfric’s honor was on the line, that his lady found him wanting, and though he thought the lord a fool for wanting such a woman, he had no wish for the woman to desire him, and so he dropped into his own crouch for answer. The small bones of his back popped in protest. The two men circled one another.
”Foolishness!” Rhone cried. All eyes were on the two men as they circled, but if any eye had looked her way, it would have widened at the hungry, even wolfish grin that bloomed there. Unnoted, she slipped down from her horse.
Wulfric moved first, and Marlin sidestepped, allowing the lord’s attempted hold to glance off his upper arm. He was quick, and Marlin decided to pretend that his greater size slowed him and to allow the lord to win by speed and dexterity. A few more lunges and feints to make things look good, but, of a sudden, the woman darted between them.
Rhone took advantage of the opportunity to touch her captive, placing her small hand against his rippling abdomen and pressing him back, her fingers sliding down toward the top of his leggings. Marlin recoiled as from a poisonous wasp. “Don’t harm him!” she begged prettily, but whom she was begging not to harm whom was unclear.
Wulfric’s lip curled. He lifted her, threw her over his shoulder and carried her back to her horse, flinging her belly first into the saddle. Rhone’s mouth made a perfect O of astonishment — no man had ever dared such liberties upon her person. “You worry for your pet!” he accused. “Lady, were I your husband, your punishment would be severe. But I tell you this.” And he extended his arm to point imperiously at Marlin. “I will thrash him and then I will throw him into my father’s deepest dungeon, there to starve and rot in the dark until his form is nothing to tempt any woman.” He stalked back to Marlin, who allowed himself to be thrown and pinned by the lord’s next move, for he truly did not want to humiliate the young lord in front of his love, misguided though that love might be. Rhone scrambled to retrieve her seat and her dignity. Her man, Gustav, put his hand on his sword hilt and waited for her word.
”Keep close to dePaul!” she hissed at him, and Gustav pulled his forelock and went to ingratiate himself with Wulfric’s man.
Wulfric, his vanity soothed, suffered the captive to mount and to be rebound. There were many claps upon his shoulder and shouts of “Well done.” Rhone kept her eyes down and rethought the wisdom of the match she had made. Eventually Wulfric left her side to ride at the head of the party, and Rhone allowed her gaze to rest again on Marlin’s back. Her eyes glared daggers, and she vowed she would never allow his beauty to be destroyed by starvation.
Chapter Something: In Which We Find Out What Happened to Kiroli
Winston of Fridley was a notorious girl chaser, and when he spied the young girl at the edge of the clearing, he immediately feared for her safety. Men in battle tended to be injudicious, and he had seen many young girls run through for no reason other than that they were there. Sidling his horse close to her, he leaned down and threw an arm about her waist, swooped her off her feet and deposited her, face down, in front of him, after which he was forced to kick out at the person who reached for her. All for her safety, of course. The melee was engaged, chaos erupted, and Winston took advantage and took flight and took the girl. His horse was relieved to be heading in a sensible direction and ran all-out back the way they had come, until an unearthly scream rent the air, causing Winston to pull reflexively on the reins and Kiroli to gasp, but the horse took the bit in its mouth, hitting a ground-eating pace born of fear, for horses do not like unicorns and do not suffer their presence gladly. The girl whimpered from time to time and tried to move, but Winston kept pressing her down with a hand on her back. “They’re gone,” he said. “I’ll keep yer safe. It’s all right.” He had no thought but to get her away, to get her alone.
Kiroli felt that her ribs might split apart. Each pound of the horse’s forelegs jolted through her body, resting, as she was upon its shoulders with not even a folded blanket to cushion the impact. At first she tried to slip away feet-first and then, out of desperation, head-first, but the man’s grip was unshakeable, and he seemed to anticipate her every attempt as if riding with a captive girl was something he had practiced and grown skilled in. Finally, she eased her arms beneath her body, allowing them to absorb some of the shocks, but soon her arms were so bruised and sore that she moved again and tried to twist to one side, anything to ease the torture. The man shoved her back down, and she sobbed aloud, though surely the sound was lost among the soughing of the wind, the blowing breath of the horse, and the pounding of its hooves, because surely he could not ignore such a pitiful sound. The horse ran and ran, its bones battered her bones, and Kiroli passed into a kind of merciful gray haze, someplace beyond the pain and fear, and she vaguely wondered if she were dying.
She was shocked awake by a cessation of motion. The man dismounted and let her slip to the ground, a puddle of pain. Her torso felt to be a mass of bruises, surely all her inner organs must be mashed into a lumpy soup. She groaned and could not find the will to wonder or care what had happened to her or what would happen to her, but groaning hurt, and she opened her mouth to breathe as shallowly as possible.
”We’ll have us a short rest, love, and be on our way. Wouldn’t want the others to catch us up.” She opened her eyes. It was dark, but, by a little moonlight she saw his booted feet walking around, saw him stop a bit apart, saw a stream of urine pass to the ground. This made her feel an urge to pass water, and she whimpered, thinking she would piss blood, piss out her insides and die in agony as had one of the lepers who had slipped and fallen from a ledge onto his back. The boots approached and stopped by her face. “Upsa-daisy.” He seized her under the armpits and hauled her to her feet, and Kiroli knew that he must be the cruelest man alive to subject her to this torture. She took a sobbing breath which surely broke several ribs and moaned again. “Bad, eh?” he said cheerfully. “D’ye need to make water, love? Need my help holding yer skirts?” He kissed her forehead, but Kiroli was too far gone in pain to make anything out from his touch.
”No!” She pushed at him, he let go, she stumbled but caught her footing. Hugging her arms across her chest, holding in her insides, she staggered a few steps, but the man was right behind her and grasped the back of her dress.
”Not too far, love. Wouldn’t want to be lost in this evil place. Y’make water here. I’ll not look.” Kiroli wanted to tell him to perform the act of love upon himself, but she had a very strong urge to relieve her jostled insides, and so she mumbled some indistinct curse she had learned from Serefina and crouched down, though the effort forced another moan, lifted her skirt and relieved herself. As the pressure eased, she felt some measure of relief, but she found she could not stand, and so, to avoid collapsing into a puddle of her own urine, she toppled backwards, into the legs of the man who stood behind her. He grasped her under the arms again and lifted her, cradling her close in his arms, and Kiroli was reminded uncomfortably of Marlin, but Marlin she knew would never hold her against her will, would never haul her around like a sack of grain, and, above all, would never force her to be tortured on horseback. The man’s breath caught as he looked at her. “Ye’re a strange one,” he said wonderingly. “Look at yer.” Kiroli knew he must be the stupidest man alive as well as the cruelest, for how could she look at herself, did he not hand her a mirror? She pushed at him, but he caught her wrist. “Is it only the moon? No… so pale, like the unicorn.” He gasped. “Are ye its kin, then?”
”Yes!” Kiroli managed. “And they’ll be after you. Leave me here. They’ll find me and maybe they’ll be relieved enough that –” but she had no more breath to speak, and the man held her closer, squeezing her painfully tight. She closed her eyes waited till his hold relaxed a little. “Please let me go,” she begged.
”Kin to a unicorn,” he marveled. “Of all things magical! Ye’re pale as a ghost, but warm as fresh milk. Can’t let yer go. What’d become of yer? I’ll protect yer, though.” Kiroli sobbed in despair as he threw her over the horse’s shoulders again.
”I can’t!” she wailed. “Oh, don’t! No more!” The horse danced nervously, and the man steadied it, talked to it as he prepared to mount. “At least let me sit up!” Kiroli begged. “Oh, ye gods!” She struggled against him, but the man took no notice, knowing that this was an easy and convenient way to subdue a fiesty girl. If he allowed her to sit, it would be much more difficult to ride and to keep the girl from slipping away, especially at the pace they were setting. This was easiest for him and for the horse, and the girl would survive it. It was safer for her this way, too; she was less likely to fall. He was only concerned for her safety. They set off once more, and Kiroli sobbed aloud at this new assault, doubly cruel after her body had been allowed to stop and stiffen. The battering was like a beating administered by an unrelenting sadist who never tired, and she began to hope that he would die, that the horse would die, that she herself would die, that the world would end, anything. Eventually the gray haze hung its curtain again, as her mind reached the limits of pain it was able to process, and she went limp and silent.
She awoke to sunlight and stillness, which seemed so utterly blissful that she thought she must have died and found the Elysian Fields of myth. She moved to sit up but fell back, crying out as her body protested. “There, now, love. Awake, are ye? Ah, ye’ve had a bad time of it, poor gel. But ye’re safe now.”
”W-where….” Kiroli croaked, the rest of her words came out as strangled breath, and a water bag was held to her mouth. She swallowed greedily.
”Near home. The missus’ll be glad to see yer.” His hand touched her face, but his feelings toward her were all confusion, and she could make nothing of it. He wanted to protect her, yet he had hurt her. He wanted to keep her, yet he was taking her home to his wife. “I can’t say ye’re quite pretty,” he said conversationally, “but so strange, ye’d bring gawkers from miles around, see. Ye’ll have to stay indoors.”
Kiroli drank and drank and it was several minutes before his words penetrated. That meant they had not yet reached their destination. He would soon throw her over that accursed horse again! Better he should slit her throat. Having quenched her thirst, Kiroli raised her head and looked around. They were in a field or a meadow or something, just off a wide dirt road. Were there homes nearby, was there anyone, anything? She gathered her breath, waited till the man moved away, tilted her head back to open wide her throat, and let out as massive a scream as could be wrenched from her battered lungs. She punched it, screwing up her face with the effort, until the man’s hand landed on her mouth in a stinging slap, making her eyes water. There was anger now in his touch, and fear. She bit down; his hand was over her mouth and she could not quite get a finger, but she managed to snag a bit of loose skin, and she worried at it like a terrier till a blow landed on the side of her head, and, stunned, she let him go. “Curse ye, gel!”
She tasted blood, his blood, and he was wiping his hand on his shirt, leaving bloody smudges. Groaning, she pushed herself into a sitting position. She had never been so stiff in her life, she could not even imagine how it was possible that she lived. ”I won’t get on that horse!” she said through gritted teeth.
”Ye’ll get on what I tell yer to get on!” he retorted, and his meaning would have been obvious to Serefina or to any woman more experienced in the ways of men, but to Kiroli it meant only that he planned to put her on the horse, and she threw back her head and screamed again, more loudly than before, and the man slapped her again, and she fell sideways, scrambled to her knees and began to crawl away, still screaming. The man cursed and came after her, but of a sudden something came between them, and he was knocked back.
”Winston!” It was a woman’s voice. “What’ve you done now?”
”Just a gel, only a gel,” the man, Winston, mumbled.
Kiroli looked up at her rescuer, a stout woman in long, dusty skirts. The woman, getting her first good look at Kiroli, gasped and then hissed, a long expelation of breath through her teeth. “Gods, you can’t keep this one, Winston. The lady’s looking for her, she’s put out word, don’t you know of it? The pale girl? There’s a reward!”
Winston grumbled that he remembered no such thing.
”What lady?” Kiroli asked. She rubbed at her face and tried to get to her feet, but the effort was beyond her.
The woman looked her over, sucking air through her teeth in that hissing way as she considered the strange girl. Weeks ago, the daughter of the Baron Darcy de Knayth had put out word that she sought a girl with skin the color of milk. No reason was given, but when did the nobility ever see fit to give reasons? “You work for the lady, ride with her, and claim to know nothing of it? Ach.” She turn her head and spat into the dust. “Well, we’ve got to bring her. And I’ll not hold your forgetfulness against you, on account of the reward. Gods, she’s a strange one. Gives me right shivers. Unnatural, I call it.”
Kiroli could think of nothing to do but try to prevail upon the woman’s good nature. Surely she could not be as cruel, as inhuman, as the man. “Miss… can you help me? He — he kidnapped me. I — I want to go home.” Her eyes misted with tears as she thought of Keeper and the lepers.
The woman reached out and lifted Kiroli’s hair, rubbing it between her fingers. “Never’ve I seen hair like this. Limp. Pale. Just like her skin. Well, Winston, get her up. We’d best take her at once.” Kiroli began to wonder if the woman was any nicer than the man after all, or whether this lady would be any nicer.
”We don’t know as she’s the one the lady wants,” Winston protested. “She were there last night and didn’t say nothing.”
”Most likely on cause you snatched her before the lady saw her, you old goat! Like there’s herds of pale girls everywhere, on course she’s the one. Come on, grab her quick then.” She yanked Kiroli to her feet by her hair, and Kiroli, who had never imagined there could be so much cruelty out in the world, yelped. Something of Serefina’s training kicked in, and Kiroli looped her foot behind the knee of the woman and tried to knock her off balance, but she was weary, confused, and hurt, and the woman merely stumbled and cursed before towing the girl to the horse, which stood grazing.
Winston followed disconsolately. “Yer can ride this time, love.” And Kiroli was ashamed that she felt grateful for such a small kindness.
”I’ll ride, the woman contradicted. “She can walk.” A rope was produced from the saddlebag, Kiroli’s wrists were tied and lashed like a leash to the saddle horn and the woman mounted behind Winston, her arms around him. It soon became clear however, that the girl could not walk, being doubled over in pain, she fell continually, and she made the horse nervous. Winston dismounted, Kiroli was placed in the saddle, the woman behind her, and in this way they arrived late in the day at the baron’s small castle. Kiroli was delivered to the captain of the guard, who, following the instructions he had been left, paid the couple and transported the pale girl to the much larger castle of the earl, where Kiroli was ensconced in the dungeon, that self same dungeon wherein her companion, Marlin, had been placed, though neither knew the other was there.
CHAPTER SOMETHING: In Which Something Happens, and Stuff and Things, and There is an Archetype or Two
Geode chattered happily as they meandered through the forest, and everything he said was a dream. It was a sore trial for Serefina, but she reminded herself that she had prayed to learn patience and leadership, and it would be an insult to the gods if she poked a stick in the boy’s eye. “Jesters,” he said. “I dreamed of jesters, one, two, three, and they were dancing. The music was so strange, discordant, loud. Each jester was dressed in a different color: one was red with white diamonds, one was green with yellow stars,a nd one was black with orange spots. They all had the hats, you know, the jester hats, with bells. And they were dancing and tossing their heads, and during the dance, one of the … tentacles of the hat on the black one slapped another jester, the green one, in the face!” Geode laughed merrily.
”The dangers of foolish hats,” Serefina said mildly.
”The look on his, the green one’s, face! His eyes bugged out, his nose wrinkled, his mouth opened and shut! He wheeled around and punched the black one in the stomach, and they both rolled on the floor, grappling. The red one had to carry on the show, and he stepped in front of them where they rolled on the floor, and he sang. And, oh, the song he sang was very sad.” Geode’s face crumpled a bit.
”Jesters are sad creatures,” Serefina agreed. “Can you sing it?” she asked, hoping for a break in the chatter.
”I’m no singer, but… it reminded me of the unicorn.”
”Oh. Lovely.”
”It was about a swan. A silver swan.” He cleared his throat and sang. As promised, he was no singer, but his voice was well enough:
”The silver swan, who, living, had no note
When death approached, unlocked her silent throat.
Leaning her breast against the reedy shore
Thus sang her first and last and sang no more.
”Then this next bit is her song:
”‘Farewell all joys, oh death come close mine eyes.
More geese than swans now live, more fools than wise.’ Isn’t that sad?” He reached down and scooped up his cat and cuddled it to his throat. The thing made an annoyed cat sound and stiffened its legs, and Geode let it go with kisses. It loped into the undergrowth.
They were silent for a few moments. Serefina said, “‘More fools than wise.’ I would not credit that to the swan’s death. I believe it to be the natural order of this world.”
”Jesters and fools. Mm.” He shook his head like a dog trying to rid itself of fleas. His curls waved and bounced and Serefina felt an irrational wish to cut them off. She ran a hand over her own inch-long stubble. “I dreamed my own death,” he said.
”What?” Serefina barked, startled out of her annoyance.
Geode spoke pensively. “I didn’t mean to. But I saw it. I saw it through my own eyes, so I could not see myself. So I don’t know how old I was. I don’t know if it’s eighty years from now or if it’s tomorrow.”
This was disturbing. “Perhaps you were misled.”
”I can feel that it was a true dream.”
”How did you die? How do you die? How will you die?” Serefina felt unsure which was the correct way to ask.
”I drown. I was lying on a rocky bed, looking up at the sun through rippling water, which made the light ripple, and I breathed my last, and bubbles went up, wavering, into the light, and I closed my eyes and breathed water into my lungs. I couldn’t help it. And it hurt, terribly, but then it was beautiful.”
”What was beautiful?” Was he saying that death was beautiful? Serefina had often wondered. The warriors code was to avoid death, to make others die, and if you must die, take as many with you as you can, that you may have an escort of honor, but nothing was said of what death would be like. Sometimes, of course, haunts came back to talk about it, but their twisted words could not be trusted.
”It felt beautiful. Like floating. Silly, because I was under water. But I suddenly felt that all good things were possible, that all good things were, and that everything wrong, everything painful, was illusion. “
”But good things are not illusion?”
”I can’t explain it any better than that. Anyway, it was only a feeling. I don’t claim it to be life’s truth or anything.” He laughed. “I once dreamed of dogs that could talk! That of course was no true dream. But the dogs said highly entertaining things.”
”Doubtless.”
”Mostly they said, ‘Throw the ball! Throw the ball! Throw the ball!’ Then, when I threw it, they said, ‘Throw it again! Throw it again! Throw it again!’” He mimed throwing a ball.
”Highly entertaining.”
”I wish we had a dog.”
”It might be more useful than that cat.”
”Dreambringer did save your life, you know.”
”Naturally.”
”She did!”
Anyway, the boy had his dreams back, which was a good thing. True to his word, he found the horses. Five of them had were bunched together, nibbling tree bark, but the animals were skittish and would not let them approach.
Geode looked anxious. “Without horses, I worry we won’t arrive in time.”
”Were we on time in your dream? If so, then we will be.”
”We weren’t in the dream. I saw only Marlin and Kiroli. I saw where they will be, and if we are not there….” His voice trailed off.
”What?”
”I — I don’t know.”
”Dung and whores.” Serefina kicked at the ground. “Can’t you tame them with a dream or something?”
”I could send them into a dream, but that would put them to sleep. Of what use is that?”
”None.” Serefina sighed. She knew how to kill an animal but had never learned how to tame one. “Perhaps they smell death on us. I killed two of their comparnions.”
The truth was that the horses smelled the unicorn on them, and the unicorn had died, and they did not like unicorns alive or dead, but dead was worse.
”Should we bathe?”
”It can’t hurt. If there is water nearby.” In fact, there was. Horses can smell water and had chosen a place near a clear pond. “Not a dream pool, is it?”
”No.” They both waded in and scrubbed at their clothes, hair and bodies. Neither had body shyness, and there was no one’s virginity to worry over, and they swam comfortably together. Thinking of how she had protected and worried over Kiroli, and to take her mind off what might be happening to the girl right then, Serefina brought up a lighter subject. ”Geode,” Serefina said, “is Marlin, then, a virgin?”
Geode laughed. “I hardly thought so. But unicorns can only be tamed by virgins, is it not so?”
”So I have always been taught. But I was also taught they could only be tamed by a maid.”
”One of the things we have been taught must be wrong, then.”
”Or both of them.” Serefina laughed, and they laughed together, and, impulsively, Geode swam to Serefina and embraced her. Serefina stroked his curls; their bodies were slippery against each other, and it was a pleasant feeling, but Serefina knew that Geode was backward and was not surprised when he laughed again and pulled away, though she watched the pretty boy go with some regret. As they climbed from the pool, Serefina noticed something glinting near the bank, but when she drew near to it, it was gone. Moving her head from side to side, she caught the glint again and found there was a deep hole with something inside it. Kneeling, she thrust her arm into it, but found nothing. She leaned down till she was sprawled on the ground, her face turned to the side in the dirt, her arm immersed in the hole up to her neck, straining, till her fingers closed around a hard and smooth object. “Ha!” she shouted in triumph, but when she went to withdraw her arm, she could not. She pulled and twisted, to no avail. She let loose the thing, and the earth seemed to tighten and close in on her arm. “Geode!”
Geode had been watching her curiously. “What is it?”
”I’m caught!”
He blinked. “On what?”
”I don’t know, dreamer!” A feeling of panic started to overwhelm her. Scrabbling her feet in the dirt until they were adequately braced, she pulled, wrenching her shoulder hard enough that it made her cry out. “I can’t breathe!”
”Hush, Serefina, you are breathing.” Geode knelt beside her and felt of her shoulder and of the earth. “Are you caught on a tree root?”
”How could I be, I am wearing no clothing, fool! Pull me out!” Geode hesitated before placing his arms under her shoulders and pulling. He grunted with the effort, but Serefina felt teeth nibble at her wrist and cried out in pain, “Stop! Stop! Something is biting me!” Geode let go and Serefina lay panting. “It stopped. It – it- whatever it is, it doesn’t want me to get out!”
Geode sat back on his heels and gestured helplessly. “What shall I do?”
”Dig. Try digging.” Geode obediently began scooping earth out from around her, but it soon became evident that Serefina’s arm was encased in stone, which was surrounded by earth.
”It’s a trap,” Geode concluded.
”But for what purpose? Gaa! It keeps tightening!” Serefina squirmed. Her arm was becoming numb, and she could no longer feel her fingertips.
”It can’t be. You’re imagining it.”
”Gaa! Just because you imagine every third thing you see does not mean I am prone to the same tic!”
”You’ll have to cut it off.” said a voice.
Geode blinked at Serefina, who writhed. “Behind you!” she shouted. Geode turned slowly. Behind him was a wizened man leaning on a twisted staff. His hair and beard, both the odd pinkish color that red hair becomes in the aged, were long enough that he could have tucked them into his belt, though he did not.
”Cut what off, father?” The man was not Geode’s father; this was merely a manner of respectfully addressing an old man.
”The arm. Cut it off, and she’ll be fine.”
”Fine! Fine and armless!” Serefina howled as it felt that her arm would be squeezed off below the elbow, like popping the top from a grape.
”No, no,” the man assured her. “You’d have an arm left.”
”Is it truly the only way?” Geode’s brow wrinkled as he looked around. “I’ve nothing to cut it off with.”
”Dreamer, thou fool!” Serefina screamed in fury. There had been a one-armed man in her village, and she knew that a person could live a normal life with one arm, even continue to fight, but she also knew that loss of a limb was traumatic and that even a mighty warrior would bleed to death more often than not.
The old man limped around Geode to Serefina and tapped his staff against the bottom of her foot. She kicked at it, and he tapped her foot harder, saying, “It is either that or tell a lie.”
Feeling that she might be hallucinating, Serefina shouted, “Never I have I told a lie since the day of my birth!”
”I believe you,” said the old man. “Because you are caught in a truth trap.”
”A truth trap! Naturally! Because liars prosper and there are more fools than wise and unicorns fall in love with men!” She aimed another kick at the man, and her foot made contact with his shin. He went down like a pile of dandelions.
”Serefina!” Geode protested. “Manners!” He helped the man away to a safe distance. “Tell a lie, like he said.”
”Curse you for the…. Swamp gas of…. My name is Iago! I was hatched from an egg at the bottom of the sea! Geode’s intelligence is the greatest I’ve seen!” She worked till one knee was under her chest, dug her toes into the earth and yanked. The grip of stone tightened yet more. Her back arched against the pull of it. “It’s not working and why should we trust you!”
”Because I dreamed of him,” Geode said mildly.
”Naturally! Gods forbid we should mistrust any of your whorish dreams!” Geode’s eyebrows climbed upward beneath his wet, curling bangs. “WILL SOMEONE DO SOMETHING.” Though she could no longer feel her buried hand, she willed her fingers to close around the smooth, unseen object and twist it or pull it. Perhaps it was a lever, some sort of release mechanism.
”Forgive me,” said the old man, who sat cross legged and leaning against Geode’s shoulder. “I should have been more clear. I meant a convincing lie.”
”Of course you did. Cut off my arm then, and with my good left arm — that is, the arm I will have LEFT — I will cut out both your menstrual hearts and throw them down this hole where my orphaned fingers will feed them to this truth trap for the liars you are!” There was a sudden release and Serefina was propelled backward, tumbling down the steep slope to land with a splash in the pond. She came up dripping and sputtering.
”That was quite convincing,” said the old man. “If the trap had not released you just then, I would be in fear for my life.”
”You say things like that all the time!” Geode accused. “So they were all lies?”
Serefina examined her arm, which appeared none the worse for its temporary and painful imprisonment. In her grip was a white and gold thing, round, with a hole in the middle, large enough for a bracelet, but the hole in its middle was too small for a human hand to pass through. “I never lie, and, had you cut off my arm, the both of you would now be heartless, if you are not so already. The trap released me because I pulled its lever.” She held the thing aloft before submerging in the water to scrub the dirt from her body and the hurt from her arm.
She emerged from the pond to find Geode and the old man peering down into the hole where she had been trapped. She threw a cloak over her shoulders and joined them. “Go ahead, insert your arm, dreamer,” she said, giving Geode a push. He jumped away with a cry, and then laughed. The old man snatched the ring from Serefina’s grasp.
”No lever, ” he said. “‘Tis bait. But you’ve fetched it out. Well done.” He handed it back.
”I tell you, I pulled it and I was freed.” Serefina turned the object over in her hands.
”Ah, but did you not pull it when first you grasped the thing?” The old man tsked at her. “I wonder why you were not released when you said you had never told a lie? Since that was obviously a great lie indeed, and I believed you.”
”I did pull it at first,” Serefina admitted. “I tried to get it out. But I did not pull with a twisting motion, and that was what it needed. It’s a delicate mechanism. Some engineer crafted the trap.”
”Then why would its handle come off so easily?” Geode asked. “An engineer capable of crafting such a thing would expect the handle to be pulled on and would design it more sturdily. It seems to me.” He came to Serefina’s side and rested his chin on her shoulder in order to regard the ring. “Is your arm harmed then?”
Serefina shrugged him off. “It’s fine. Because, boy, it was not made to withstand the force of one warrior of Wassus.” She tossed the ring into the air, it glittered as it spun, she caught it and stuffed it into her pack. “Dress. Let’s have another go at the horses. As for you, old man,” and she turned toward him with all the menace she could muster. “Begone. Totter back to your hermit hole.”
”I am Bragnach the Hermit. You have found me out.” He sighed, rolled his eyes and smiled.
Since he had given them his name, Serefina could not refuse to do the same. “Serefina of Wassus,” she said grudgingly.
“Geode! Of the Five Villages.” The boy took the hermit’s hand in both of his and pressed it, as if meeting hermits were a rare honor to be committed to memory and recited to children’s children’s children from one’s deathbed. “I dreamed of you.”
”Well met, la – oo - wa – dee. And farewell. Geode, the horses. We are in haste, or have you forgotten?” Serefina yanked dry clothes from her pack and began to don them. Geode was still naked and appeared content to remain so, but at Serefina’s impatient jerk of the head, he began leisurely rummaging through his pack. Balling up her wet clothes, Serefina would have stomped off but for the hermit’s next words.
”Those horses… you’ll not be able to ride them.” The words in his old man’s voice quavered.
”And why not?”
”The ring. They won’t like it.” The old man nodded sagely, and Geode regarded him with complete faith while Serefina regarded him with utter skepticism.
CHAPTER SOMETHING: BECAUSE SILLY CHAPTER TITLES HELP INCREASE MY WORD COUNT EVEN IF ONLY BY FIFTY WORDS OR SO BECAUSE SOMETIMES FIFTY WORDS IS WHAT YOU NEED, RIGHT? AND I AM CURIOUS TO EXPLORE THE DEPTHS OF THE DUNGEON WHICH SHOULD BE DANK AND DARK AND DEEP AND FULL OF DIRE DANGER
Marlin was ensconced in a cell which was then double locked, the foot-thick oak door set into stone walls and having a small, barred window, the door that is — there were no windows whatsoever in the cell. The cell was double locked because the keepers were unable to place Marlin into manacles, being unable to find any that would encompass the rather large diameter of his wrists. There was talk of having new manacles fashioned at the smithy, but in the meantime, Marlin was free to wander about his cell, which measured approximately six feet by six feet by six feet, the greatest torture of the cell being that Marlin was unable to stand upright or to lie down full length. The greatest advantage of the cell was that it was built over a subterranean river and there was an iron grate in the stone floor which served as privy as well as convenient means of disposing of the dead, which made the place cleaner than it would otherwise have been, though it also made it danker, and, when it was light enough to see, which it usually was not, the stone walls could be seen to be dripping with green slime and mildew. A pile of damp straw also smelled strongly of mildew so that Marlin was sneezing, and his nose soon was running, and he had no sleeve on which to wipe it, thanks to the lady Rhone’s earlier recreational activities upon Marlin’s garments. Kneeling next to the iron grate, he spat and listened, but heard only the trickle of water somewhere below with no way of telling how far below. He pulled on the bars, twisted and pried at them, but they seemed to be immovable.
The darkness and inactivity weighed on him, and he realized that he should have found some opportunity to escape before being locked up, here where the chances of escape seemed to have evaporated, but Marlin was not one to act impulsively. All things required planning, and the only impulsive thing he had ever done in his life was to run away from home, and even that had required several hours worth of planning. No, on second thought, the only TRULY impulsive thing he had ever done was to obey Serefina’s command to bring her the deer. He rubbed his eyes and wished he had not thought of her, for he had no way of finding out what had become of her or of Geode or of Kiroli. From time to time light would approach from outside in the corridor, a guttering torch would appear, a face might peer at him through the barred window (a face impervious to heartfelt pleas), and a plate of food and portion of water would be shoved under the door. Marlin had been placed on half rations, as the earl’s son was making good on his promise to starve him into skeletal submission, though his promise that the earl should hear his case was as yet unfulfilled, and since regular dungeon rations were barely enough to sustain a small child, Marlin was soon ravenous and desperate.
Thus the reader will hardly blame him for feeling a lurch of unbearable hope when a low voice murmured “My valiant one,” and Rhone’s pretty, torchlit face appeared at his window.
The unicorn’s death seemed aeons ago, and Marlin’s own mourning of the creature seemed to him irrational. It was only an animal, however rare and beautiful, and they themselves had planned to harvest its horn, after which the thing might have died, so how could he blame the lady overmuch for her deed? “The lady Rhone,” he said, coming close and putting his hands on the bars in that gesture as old as the invention of prison bars. She brushed his fingers with her own, and her skin seemed unbearably soft and fragrant. It was an obscenity that she should be in this place.
The look she gave him was one of sorrowful longing. “Oh, you should not use my given name, but I could forgive you anything, my valiant one; the fault is entirely mine that you are here.” Her eyes appeared by turns bright and shadowed in the flickering light.
”Of course it is not your fault. It is my own.” Why this should be, Marlin could not think, but it was the only polite thing to say. He was rewarded with a glowing smile, and that seemed worth anything. “Do you… my lady, can you tell me… is it true, what was said? Were all my companions … killed?”
A tear leaked from her eye, gleaming as it traced a path down the curve of her cheek. Marlin wanted to reach out and touch it and would have, had he been able to fit his arm through the gap in the bars. “You have not heard?”
”No,” Marlin whispered, his heart clenching. He cleared his throat. ”I’ve heard nothing. No one will speak to me. Tell me.” He dreaded the answer.
They were killed,” she whispered. “I am so sorry for it. Oh, Marlin, and the unicorn! I did not realize! It seemed a dangerous beast, how it reared, its horn dripped blood.” She shuddered.
”Dead,” he said. All dead. His friends — he had known of their existence only a few days, yet this world seemed a much emptier place. He had not fought well enough. When the unicorn died, Marlin had dropped to the ground, he had given up. He had not fought for his friends, and now they were dead. Little Kiroli would never find a husband. Geode, had he known? Had any of his visions proclaimed his death? Marlin did not think so — no one who had seen his own death could be so lighthearted. Serefina, he was sure she had given a superb accounting of herself and had been escorted to the afterlife with a large honor guard. He smiled at the thought, but it was an empty, desolate smile, an ironic twist of the lips.
”I have vowed that the same will not happen to you. Marlin, my valiant one, I am here to implement your escape.” She smiled, and her teeth flashed like daggers.
”Escape.” The word was meaningless. From what did he need to escape? There was a clanking, grinding noise and then a screeching squeaking noise, and the door opened a fraction.
”You’ll have to push,” she said, “I fear I have not the strength.” Marlin pushed. The door opened. He stepped out into the corridor and drew himself up to his full height for the first time in days. ((because I guess the ceiling of the corridor is higher for some reason)). His back emitted popping sounds. The lady stepped closer and looked up at him, catching her lower lip in her teeth with a quick intake of breath. He blinked and rubbed his eyes against the smoke of the torch. The corridor was long, with cells to either side, most of the doors wide open. A broom lay propped against the wall and near it a stool held a bottle. Several broken bottles lay nearby on the floor. A horsewhip hung on the wall. A long iron rod rested along the length of the corridor as if pointing to doom. ”You will need this,” she said, and she looped a length of rope around his neck which snaked to a long coil of rope, which she handed him. “And I have procured these,” and she displayed a pair of heavy iron manacles, attached together with loops of interlocking chain. Evidently, the smithy had done its work.
Marlin hesitated. “Surely escape would be easier were I not weighted down.”
”Silly ox. You are my prisoner, that is our charade, that we may pass unchallenged.”
Marlin laid his wrist into the opened bracelet. It closed comfortably around his arm, and she went to fasten it. He laid his hand on hers. “Leave it unlocked. We need only the appearance of captivity.”
”Nay, silly ox. Suppose ’twere to fall open or the guard took it into his head to check the smithy’s work? It must be securely fastened, but I promise you I will release you shortly, as soon as I have safely transported you away into the forest.” She smiled up at him and chafed his wriste between her hands, and so he allowed her to do as she wished, though a nagging doubt troubled his mind that there was some reason he should not go along with it. With Marlin secured, the lady pulled at the rope around his neck, and he was obliged to follow her. His mind was dull with hunger and grief, but as they progressed away from his cell, something occurred to him.
”Lady, this cannot be convincing. It is obvious I could overcome you and run, were I so inclined, as only my hands are bound.”
Her breathless voice responded, “My man waits outside. You’ll be chained to the horse, a slow and plodding thing, one that will not run away with you. Leave doubts behind, oh valiant one. All has been carefully plotted for your release.” She hurried along, towing him with one hand, holding the torch aloft in the other when suddenly she stopped. “Hist! Is’t a light?” She pressed back against Marlin. Far ahead in the corridor, indeed a flickering light approached. Her breath caught. “We’ll be caught! Back, back!”
”But –” Marlin’s protest was cut off as she pushed him, confused — for had she not said he was supposed to be her prisoner? — he turned, and they hurried back to his cell, where he was forced again to duck, to keep his knees bent, and she followed him in and had him pull the door shut behind them. In a panic, she peered out the door’s window.
”It’s coming! Oh! Oh! Whyever did I! He’ll be…” Marlin did not understand her fear or the way she fluttered around the cell. ”What’s this?” She had found the grate and held the torch near it. “Could we go out through it?”
Marlin knelt and once more examined the grate. “Wait,” he said. Over her hissing protests, he inched the door open and, attempting to hold the chain against his body so it would not make too much noise, fetched the iron rod and the stool. By the light of the torch, he placed the end of the rod under the grate, used the stool as a fulcrum, and wrenched the grate from its moorings. Marlin had rightly concluded that the rod was in the corridor for this very purpose. Darkness gaped, and dank breath seemed to exhale from the opening. He plucked the torch from the lady’s hand, she scrabbled at his arm to no avail, he dropped it into the opening and crouched to watch it fall. The light was sucked from the room. He counted, one, two, three, and there was a splash. The torch flared, flickered, guttered, and passed out of sight. “A current,” he said, “but no telling how deep the water. I can drop first, and, do I live, you may follow.”
There were voices approaching from out in the corridor. The lady fairly danced in her anxiety. “Oh! Oh! Go, then! Go, and call to me!”
”Wait,” Marlin said again. Removing the rope from around his neck, he threaded it through the grate and doubled it over.
”There’s no time to climb! Jump!”
Holding to the ends of the rope, he eased himself through the opening, through which he barely fit and nearly stopped like a cork. Squirming, his chains clanking, he finally dropped. Seemingly endless seconds passed before he splashed, touched bottom, came up blowing. He stood, and the water reached the bottom of his rib cage. The rope had been long enough. There was no light, nor left, nor right, nor up, nor down, nor eyes open nor shut. “Jump!” He called, and moved out of the way. The answering splash seemed almost immediate, there had been no hesitation. He extended an arm toward the sound and she clutched and scrabbled at him. “It is not deep,” he told her, and she calmed. Marlin pulled carefully on the rope, which was looped over the grate, and it settled gently into its cradle. “A nasty puzzle we’ll leave them,” he said, grinning in the dark. He pulled one end of the rope, and the rest came coiling down.
”Fool, what’s the good of that?” the lady scoffed, panting. “They’ll see the unlocked door, the rod, the stool, they’ll know where we are soon enough.”
”Hold to me,” he said, and she did, he could feel her fingers curling and uncurling in the waistband of his leggings. “Where does this river come out?”
”Not far,” she said. “In the valley. It exits from a great cave. But, oh, we are in the dark, and they will go there to await us, and oh.”
CHAPTER SOMETHING: IN WHICH WE VISIT THE OTHER END OF THE DUNGEON
Kiroli awoke feeling strangely at peace. She did not know it, but it was due to the familiar smells of death and decay. The smells of mold and mildew were utterly alien, as no self-respecting leper colony would establish itself in anyplace other than a dry climate as infections settle and grow strong where the air is damp. But the underlying smells of death and decay made her feel at home. She yawned and stretched. A torch flickered in a sconce just outside her door, and by its light she could see her roommate, a skeleton many years bare of flesh reclining in rusted manacles, but Kiroli did not fear the dead, having grown up amongst so many of them. In this did her gaoler fail in his purpose, having given orders that the girl should be ensconced in the special cell out of the certainty that she would be near frightened near to death at being in a dungeon and frightened even nearer to death at bedding down next to a grinning minion of death. But Kiroli found the thing pitiful and sad, and she wept over it and wondered who it had been and whether anyone had mourned it. There were letters upon the wall, perhaps he or she had put them there, but Kiroli had never learned to read and could recognize few of the letters.
They had tried to place Kiroli in manacles and found her bones too slim; she slipped right out of them, and word was sent to the smithy for smaller sized bracelets. Till they should arrive she was left free to wander her cell, and she discovered a grate in the floor, and the sound of rushing water far below lulled her to sleep. Having lain in agony for the better part of a day, she was now recovered from the rough treatment of the horse and able to feel some interest in her surroundings and some curiosity as to what might have become of her friends.
She yawned and stretched, but her yawn was cut off as she saw a face pressed to the bars of her window, and shadowed eyes looking her over. “Ho, guard,” she said.
”Ho, girl. Be ye well?” His voice was kind, and Kiroli approached the door and placed her hands on the bars, politely dropping her eyes from his gaze.
”I’m better now. Can you tell me, sir, why I am here? No reason was given me.”
”Only it’s by order of the baron’s daughter. Sure it’ll be set to rights and you’ll go free soon.” The guard’s hand touched hers, stroked her fingers, and thus Kiroli’s first encounter with lust was not with that honest sort that comes from admiration or love or even mere want, but the sly sort that comes from a man who enjoys power, who is made strong by others’ fear. Her hand jerked as if burned. She drew in her breath and backed away until the wall met her. “Don’t be fearin’ me,” he said, and he grinned, and perhaps he meant his smile to be reassuring, or perhaps he meant the opposite, but what he meant it to appear like did not matter, for Kiroli had felt his true intent and could not be fooled. She felt what he wanted and felt that he knew he would have his way, for he had had it many times before and there was no one to stop him; in that place his wishes were law.
”I brought strawberries,” he said. His head disappeared as he ducked, and ((I am thinking of adding adverbs to everything to increase word count because at this point I’m getting amazingly desperate)) a tray slid neatly under the door. Kiroli said nothing, did not move. “What your name be?”
”Serefina.” Kiroli did not know why she said it, but the moment she did, she felt stronger. Serefina would know what to do. Serefina would not let anything happen to her.
”Pretty name.” His head appeared at the window again. “Odd looking girl you be. Name’s Rusty ((because rusty keys I guess)). Where you be from?”
”Wassus,” she said loudly. She took a firm step forward, because it seemed like what a warrior woman of Wassus would do when stating where she was from.
”Wassus,” he repeated warily. His eyes regarded her suspiciously. “You look no warrior to me.”
”Appearances can be deceiving. Try me at your peril.” That sounded like something Serefina would say.
The man grinned as if this were an invitation. “I might, at that, Serefina of Wassus.” He rattled the door as if to open it, and Kiroli’s heart fell into her dirty moccasins, but she held firm, in fact she took a threatening step forward. He nudged the tray with his toe. “Try the strawberries. From my own garden.” Kiroli could not imagine the man kneeling in a garden cultivating strawberries of all things. It did not occur to her that it was something he did to further his own nasty plans nor what he might enjoy thinking of while giving his plants the loving care they required.
”Warriors do not eat strawberries,” she said imperiously. “They weaken the sinews.” She had no idea what she was talking about, but she thought it sounded awfully good.
He shrugged indifferently. “Please yourself. It won’t please you if you starve or get the scurvy or the leprosy.”
Kiroli’s breath caught painfully in her throat. “Don’t speak of what you know nothing of or about, you lackwit excuse for a, a, a whatever your undeserved position may be!”
He seemed unperturbed by her bravado. “I be the keymaster,” he said. ((oh help)) “Or turnkey, if you prefer that. Or use my name, Rusty.”
”If my preference is, is, what you want… I prefer lackwit and shall use it.”
He pressed his face to the bars and opened his ugly mouth to speak, but turned his unkempt head as if he heard something, and, apparently he did hear or see something as he shouted loudly, “What?” Eternal moments later he walked away without giving her another look, and Kiroli’s wobbly knees suddenly gave out. She sank wearily to the damp cell floor.
”Oh help oh help,” she whispered helplessly. What would Serefina do? Escape, certainly. Somehow. Kiroli crawled carefully to the grate and pulled as hard as she could. It did not budge. She twisted and pried at the bars. She crawled around her cell, tapping on stones, inserting her fingers into any gaps she found, searching for levers that would open hidden doorways into long, secret passages — didn’t all dungeons have secret passages? But she found nothing. The only way out was through that door. She returned to the door and explored its contours, but it was thick, solid, and locked, and she could not slide under it. Chewing her lip, she regarded the food in the dim light. She was sorely afraid to eat, not trusting that the food was not drugged or even poisoned. She resolved to delay eating a least for another day, in case rescue might come, and so she regretfully tossed the food, including the strawberries, the smell of which made her mouth water painfully, through the grate. It was too small a portion or the drop was too long to return the sound of a splash to her ears.
Kiroli started up and scrambled away before waking up enough to realize that the voice was not the turnkey’s. What would Serefina say? “I am here, having not yet found any means of escape.” The voice laughed, and Kiroli looked up to see the face of a youthful boy, dark skinned but pale of hair. She had never seen such hair on anyone except herself and was immediately curious. “Your name is Serefina?”
She could not deny it. “Of Wassus,” she agreed. “And you — another turnkey?”
The young face frowned. His brow furrowed. “I’m an assistant. I can’t touch the keys.”
”A sad shortfall indeed,” she said loftily, thinking she was getting the hang of this Serefina thing.
”Yeah. Otherwise I could open the door and get a better look at you.”
”Not without you first give me your name!”
”Sorry. It’s Aloysius.” He stuck his hand through the bars of the window, and Kiroli could not think of a legitimate excuse why a warrior woman would not take his hand. Serefina had never shrank from taking a hand. With great trepidation Kiroli stepped forward and placed her hand lightly upon his fingers, even though she knew she should grip it with a mighty warrior’s strength. Relief coursed through her as she felt only frank curiosity from him, and, recalling Serefina’s strange habit, she raised her eyes to his and delivered a glare worthy of the doughtiest warrior alive. He briefly pressed her fingers and dropped them, stepping back — due to her glare, she thought — and felt her liver burn with satisfaction. “You don’t need to be afraid of me,” he said.
”I’m not!” she returned hotly. ”I fear nothing, Aloysius of….”
”Retig. Sorry.”
”Retig! Why, I’m Retigan!” Kiroli was rooted to the spot with astonishment. She had never met anyone from her home village before.
”Ah.” The youth’s eyebrows lifted, and Kiroli remembered that she was supposed to be from Wassus. She felt her face turn pink and hoped her blush did not show in the dim flickering light of the torch.
”As an infant, I was abandoned by my Retigan parents and fostered by the warriors of Wassus.” This was good, she felt. It was even partially true.
”Ah.” He clearly did not believe her.
Kiroli drew herself up to her full height, and the ceiling did not hit her in the head as it would have done Marlin. She directed another glare at his eyes, though it made her uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she felt herself blush yet again. “Do you call me liar, Aloysius of Retig?”
”You can call me Al. Can I call you Betty?” ((okay I have officially lost it now)) He smiled, and it seemed the friendliest smile she had seen in days and the first that was not trying to hide anything.
”Why would you call me Betty?” she asked in confusion.
”It is as much your name as Serefina is.”
He was calling her a liar. This was a dreadful insult, but since she was, in truth, lying, how could she rebuke him? How would Serefina answer? “I’m rejoice that my Retigan parents abandoned me. Where I was raised, I learned better manners than yours.”
”Sorry.” He appeared to hesitate. “Why are you in here?”
”If you don’t know,” she replied haughtily, “you are obviously of too little importance to know.”
”Are you of enough importance to know?”
Kiroli could think of nothing to say. She glared.
Under his breath, the youth, meeting her gaze, mumbled something.
”What? What did you say? I demand that you tell me what you said.”
”I said that I would lay lots you did nothing. That you’re in here for nothing.”
”Nothing but the five men who I separated from their heads!” Kiroli put her hands on the bars and bared her teeth at him.
He reached out to touch her hand again and curled his fingers around her jailhouse grip, and she did not move, not wanting to appear afraid, and she could feel in his touch that he was worried for her. “Nothing, as I thought.” He spoke almost as if to himself. “I thought the people in here were bad. That they were killers or thieves or rapists or traitors. People who should be imprisoned, who deserve to be. But.” He shrugged and was silent for several moments. Again, Kiroli could think of nothing to say, and then he said, “I have to go.”
She wanted to beg him to stay. She dreaded who might come in his place. “Go, then.”
”I’ll be back. All right? Soon as I can.”
”It makes no difference to me.” How could she lie so baldly? She was amazed at herself. And… she realized, as he still was holding her hand, he knew she was lying. Knew it. His brow furrowed as he looked at her with frank concern, and she could feel he wanted to reassure her.
”I’ll try to, I don’t know, try to find out. Don’t worry. All right?”
Kiroli pulled her hands away. “You’re only an assistant, what can you do? Best stay away from me.” Why, gods above, would she say such a thing? She should plead for his help. Maybe he could steal the keys, get her out, at least save her from being alone with the turnkey. But the turnkey was his stellar. She didn’t want him to get in trouble. He was just doing his job. Probably he needed the money to feed his family, probably he wanted to do well and someday take over the position of turnkey.
”I’ll see you again, Betty.” He patted the bars at the window and smiled at her. His footsteps receded, and Kiroli lunged at the door and peered out after him, the angle permitting her only a glimpse of his back before he passed out of her sight.
There was only one way out, and it appeared that only one person could open that door.
CHAPTER SOMETHING: IN WHICH THE HERMIT USURPS SEREFINA’S POSITION, TO HER CHAGRIN, AND GEODE IS INFATUATED WITH SAID HERMIT, NOT TO SAY THAT HE IS FALLING IN LOVE OR ANYTHING BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE KIND OF EW CONSIDERING HOW OLD THE HERMIT IS
The horses appeared to be just as skittish, taking mincing steps and not allowing them to approach, when they returned until Serefina took the ring from her person and hid it beneath a rock some distance away. After that the horses allowed them to approach and were in fact relieved to have humans to look after them again. Serefina chose a horse of pale golden color, rather like ale. Geode preferred a dark brown horse with a mane that kept falling into its eyes. The hermit looked over the rest and selected a black stallion, though Serefina doubted he possessed the strength to control a horse or even to climb up on one. She did not care — he could do as he pleased with the rest of the horses. They were leaving, and good riddance to the demented old man. They tied on their bundles and mounted. “Say farewell to your friend, Geode,” Serefina ordered.
”Help me mount up, there’s a good lad.” Geode obediently crouched on the ground and Bragnach used him as a step stool and scrambled up, after which Geode helped him to position himself. Bragnach took the reins, shifted in his seat, surveyed the area and his two guests and said, ”I believe I’ll accompany you and I believe I’ll be your stellar.”
”Thank you!” Geode cried, as if he had been waiting and hoping and praying for that very thing.
Serefina’s jaw dropped. “I am stellar! And I cannot be bothered with your protection, old man!”
Bragnach waved his arm dismissively in the air, which almost caused him to lose his balance. “No need, no need. You’ll protect me if I tell you to, but I won’t.”
”It’s true, he won’t,” Geode put in.
”I am happy to be stellar, and you two children need one.”
Serefina sputtered. “We need no such thing, least of all a dottering old senile old –”
The hermit interrupted and directed a piercing stare, most of the power of which was lost due to the quantity of whitish pinkish hair that straggled into his eyes, at the warrior woman. ”You need to learn humility and the meaning of true leadership, youngster.”
Serefina would have gasped, had she not been stunned breathless. It was what she had prayed for, and now she understood the meaning of the saying, “The gods are cruel and do cruelly answer prayers.”
”We are going to rescue our friends, my stellar,” Geode said happily. “I know where they will be, and now that we have horses we will be there in time.”
”I’m not leaving without my ring,” Serefina grumbled. She looped her horse’s reins over a branch and went to fetch the white and gold thing, stuffing it into her pack and remounting her horse, which, having already submitted to its new rider, did not seem to be further upset by the presence of the ring.
”Dreambringer!” Geode said. He called for her and kissed the air, but the cat did not appear. Finally, they left without her.
They rode, Geode keeping his horse close to that of the hermit and chattering happily about his dreams. The hermit seemed to have a wise comment for every scenario that Geode related. Serefina rode behind and fumed. So far the old man displayed no particular flare for leadership; he was doing nothing any different than what she had done, listening to the dreamer’s dreams and making comments. Now he was listening to Geode’s descriptions of their missing friends.
”So she wants a husband, eh? And she had designs on you?”
Geode laughed merrily. “Designs? I would not say designs. She’s really very sweet.”
”And the man? He is sweet as well?”
”Marlin? He’s something of a…” Geode hesitated. “… an ox.”
”You mean he is dull and plodding.”
”No, no! I mean he is big and strong but gentle and good and patient.”
”Hm.”
”When I saw him clubbed and dragged away, I feared he might be dead! And Kiroli, she was swept off her feet. Both of them, taken away from me, and the only one I could save was Serefina.” Serefina rolled her eyes, though her display of exasperation was wasted, as there was no one to see it. “And Serefina, I feared she would die, but she woke up and told me I had to dream where they were and I couldn’t! But she kept telling me I could, and then I did.”
”Because she told you to?”
”Mm, partly. She made me, um… she made me…. Dreaming has always been… recreation. It never had a purpose, I never needed a reason. Then I had a reason, and it was, well, I didn’t want one. It was too serious.”
”Why didn’t you give up?”
”She wouldn’t let me.”
An uneasiness settled over Serefina. It was as if the hermit were directing the conversation for her benefit while ignoring her.
Geode continued: “And I had learned something, something I did not realize I had learned” — his voice settled into a reverent whisper — “to call a dream.”
”Ohhhh.” Serefina saw the hermit nod vigorously and she hoped that his head would roll right off his neck. “I’ve often wished I could call dreams. How do you do it?”
Geode leaned forward in his saddle. “It should be impossible. There are so many dreams in this world; you can’t imagine! It seemed so impossible that I would not even try. But then Kiroli, the little thing, she did it, and she’s not even a dreamer! But I knew, I felt, that her having that exact dream was too chancey to be chance. And so I questioned her, and… I had to mull it over. Still, I feared I could never do it. I had lost my dreams! Do you know,” he paused. “Do you know, I thought I was dying. But I knew that I could not be, because I had already dreamed my death. Finally, at my stellar’s encouragment, I tried.” Geode went into a long, detailed, complex explanation of exactly how one could call a dream, includng what one should look at, what one should listen to, and how one should guide one’s mind. “But. I don’t know if I could ever do it again. Those were special circumstances, I believe.”
”Of course you could do it again. I have complete faith in you my dear. I don’t know that I’ve ever met such a talented dreamer. The only thing you lack is practice.”
Geode fairly glowed. “You’re right, I should practice. I should try eveyr night to call a dream, shouldn’t I?”
”Why wait for night? Do it now. Your horse can progress without guidance if I lead.”
”But you don’t know where we’re going,” Geode reminded him.
”Oh, I know where we’re going, right enough. Trust me.”
”I do, oh I do,” Geode said, and Serefina’s eyes were in danger of rolling out of her head. “What dream should I call, then, my stellar?”
”Hm,” the old hermit hmmed. “Call a dream of the baron’s daughter.”
”The who?” Geode asked in astonishment.
”The baron’s daughter. Rhone is her name. I want to know what she is up to.”
”But I’ve never met her! Never heard of her till now! How can I call a dream of her?”
”Oh, did you want an easy challenge? Very well, call a dream of quail. I wouldn’t mind quail for supper.”
Geode fell silent, and Serefina thought he was chasing quail in his head, but then he said, “I see what you are saying. All right, I will do it. Rhone, the baron’s daughter. Do not place your hopes on me, though. I am not so skilled.”
”Argue for your limitations, that they may remain,” Serefina said, and the two turned to look at her, the boy and the old man. The hermit favored her with a smile that lifted his white mustache. Geode looked anxious.
”I need the two of you to talk,” Geode said. “Just talk quietly. Will you do that for me?”
”Exactly what I was going to suggest,” Bragnach said, beckoning to Serefina, and Serefina felt her heart stutter in her chest. She put a scowl on her face and urged her horse closer while Geode hung back.
”Voices, breath, stars….” Geode was heard to whisper.
The hermit leaned out of his saddle to speak in intimate tones, and Serefina automatically put a hand on his shoulder to steady him. “Leadership, you see,” Bragnach said, “is in inspiring others to want to please you. If they love you, they will do more for you than they would for themselves. That is a trick you have already learned, though you do not know you know it.”
”That is elementary,” Serefina said.
”But you doubt that you have the trick of it.”
”It is not a trick, old man. It is a gift.” She pushed him away,, pushed him upright, that he might not be so precariously balanced in his saddle.
”And who gives these gifts?”
Serefina shrugged. “The gods.”
The old man nodded. ”They are generous, the gods, generous and wanton. To us, the gods seem capricious as a child. When they do what we want, we deem them wise and generous. When their wills go against ours, when we do not understand their actions, we deem them harsh and hateful.”
Serefina nodded, remembering how she had thought the fates were arranging everything just for her convenience.
”Our dreamer,” the old man said, turning in his saddle and gesturing at Geode, “has the perfect temperament for a dreamer, wouldn’t you say?” Again Serefina reached out to steady him, lest he teeter and lose his seat. She threw a glance at Geode, whose head lolled backward, whose eyes glittered with the reflection of fluttering leaves, whose lips were slightly parted.
”All dreamers are alike,” she said.
”Not at all, my daughter, not at all.” Bragnach shook his head, and Serefina ground her teeth at being called daughter. “Each dreamer is different. Each will have different dreams and find them in different ways. They have varying abilities with the gift, and varying levels of willingness to dream for others.”
”I know that,” said Serefina. “I meant they all have the same way of gazing at nothing, of being incapable of concentration, of –”
He interrupted. “A dreamer’s temperament. A good hunter may have a hunter’s temperament. A good leader may have a leader’s temperament. Do the gods give gifts according to a soul’s temperament, or is a soul’s temperament determined by the gifts it receives?”
”Which came first, the hen or the egg?” Serefina retorted.
Bragnach shook his head and clucked. “Not every query demands a sharp response, daughter. If you do not know the answer, it is acceptable to say, ‘I do not know, my stellar.’”
Serefina ground her teeth again. “I do not know, my stellar.”
”In that case, I will tell you. I do not know either.” He chortled. Serefina caged her eyeballs. ”The boy thought he was dying, without his dreams.”
”I heard him say so,” Serefina said flatly.
”Did you know he was in such distress?” Bragnach tilted his head at her. His straggling hair fell to one side, and his watery blue eyes pierced hers.
Serefina clenched her jaw till it ached. “I did not.” The principal of Never admit weakness warred with her need for guidance, and against her will she blurted, “How should I have known?”
”How should a parent know that his child is starving to death?” said the hermit. Serefina blanched. She felt as if a poison-tipped spear had pierced her heart. She could not breathe for several seconds. “Different leaders may have different temperaments. Some lead by fear, others by strength, still others by whim or luck. For some, ambition may be the only motivation. Hear me, a leader must understand his followers, not the other way round. If it is up to followers to learn a leader’s moods and cope with them, this is no true leader. Tell me, daughter: does a leader live for the good of his followers, or does a follower live for the good of his leader?”
”I do not know, my stellar,” Serefina whispered.
”Yes, you do.”
”I, then, I. I. I. A leader should protect and lay down her life for her followers. But also followers will lay down their lives for a leader.”
”Why, daughter, would followers do this?”
”Because….” Serefina did not want Marlin or Geode or Kiroli to lay down their lives for her. She never would have expected it or wished it. If she were in peril, she would have told them to flee and leave her. But warriors would rally round and protect their general. The drone bees protected the queen bee. The king’s men protected their king. “Because the leader is needed. Without her, all may fall into ruin. Chaos may erupt. The enemy may be victorious. Civilization may be lost.”
”If this be true, then does a leader live for the good of his followers, or does a follower live for the good of his leader?”
”The leader lives for the good of her followers,” Serefina whispered.
The hermit nodded. “The young girl. She wanted a husband. Were you aiding her in this quest?”
Serefina felt that she had been punched in both eyes, that her eyes might turn inward and regard her own soul. She thought she might die of what she saw there. “She is very young and inexperienced. Too young to marry. If we found our fortune… it would… be easier… to find her a good husband.”
”And the boy?”
”He only wanted someone to hear his dreams.”
”And the young man?”
”I do not know, my stellar. I believed he only wanted to be led.”
”And they could aid you in finding what you wanted.”
”What we wanted. We, each of us left home to seek our fortunes. I wanted what was best for us all.”
The hermit sighed, and they were silent, only the soft thudding sound of the horses’ hooves, the noise of insects and birds in the woods. Serefina wanted to fill the silence; Geode had asked that they talk. She waited nervously, sure that the hermit was about to pronounce judgement on her.
”I mentioned ambition. Some leaders seek followers who can aid them rather than seeking to aid those who will follow.”
”They chose to follow me! None of them has any ambition! Without me, they would have wandered into trouble! The girl, likely as not, would have met someone unscrupulous who would take advantage. The dreamer, if he had not found someone to hear his dreams, and Marlin, I am sure he would have been fine, but –”
”They would have wandered into trouble. Do you, then, believe you kept them out of trouble?”
”I know that I led them into trouble, but I did not intend to! I know I made mistakes, I, I know. It seemed the simplest thing, straightforward, I–”
”Nothing in this world is simple. Even snaring a hare, dozens of things may go wrong. Pride believes that she knows best. Pride believes that the fates have meant her for great things. Pride believes that nothing can go wrong with her plans.”
”They were aimless! They had no plans!
”What do the aimless need?”
”A leader!” Serefina slapped her hand on her thigh, and her horse started and skipped forward a few steps before she reined it back.
”More than that.” The hermit prompted.
”The aimless need an aim.”
”A leader gives them something at which to aim?” The hermit chortled. ”Best take care, lest someday they aim at your back.”
Serefina fumed at the implication that someday she might have followers who would mutiny. “People need a vision.”
As if having heard the word, Geode suddenly nudged his horse to pull up between the two of them. “The baron’s daughter — what a horror. I fear for Marlin’s virtue.” His eyes were wide, the pupils shiny and dilated.
”Do you jest?” ask Serefina, wanting to laugh, but Geode shook his head.
”Blink, my dear,” the hermit suggested, and Geode obeyed. His eyes focused. “Can you tell us what you saw?”
”She who killed the unicorn, she was the baron’s daughter! Why didn’t you tell me, father; I could have called the dream much easier.”
”I did not know.” Bragnach looked troubled. “She has your friend?”
”It was she who had him clubbed and dragged away. Now she has put him in chains and rescued him from the dungeon, and they are…” here Geode paused, looking mightily confused, “in water.”
Rescued him and put him in chains. The two seemed contradictory, but this all seemed unessential to Serefina. ”This does not change what you dreamed before, I trust?” asked Serefina.
”Marlin and Kiroli will still be where I saw them. But in what condition?”
”Their condition is unimportant, so long as they live.”
Geode’s mouth curved downward in hurt. “How can you say that, Serefina?”
The hermit clucked. “What she means is that we cannot worry over what we cannot help. Stay focused, my dear, that we arrive in time.” He put his hand on Geode’s shoulder, and Geode smiled briefly, though it was strained. “That the baron’s daughter is with your friend may complicate things. It is good to be forewarned.” They continued on their way.
CHAPTER SOMETHING: IN WHICH KIROLI FACES GREAT PERIL.
OR
THE PERILS OF KIROLI
OR
WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH ALOYSIUS?
An interminable amount of time passed. Kiroli passed it by singing to the skeleton every cheerful song she could think of, and some not so cheerful. “Though here at journey’s end I lie in darkness buried deep, Beyond all towers strong and high, beyond all mountains steep, Above all shadows rides the sun, and stars forever dwell. I will not say the day is done nor bid the stars farewell. Stars. do you think I’ll ever see them again?” she asked her companion. She grew very hungry and when she heard the scraping sounds of the tray being shoved under the door, she bounded up to the window in terror. She had to know who had left the food. She was surprised to see Aloysius at the window. His youthful mien was like a glimpse of sunlight, and she could not prevent a smile from crossing her face. ”Hello, Aloysius.”
”Hello, Betty,” he said.
”That’s not my name.”
”But. I can call you Betty. And, Betty, when you call me, you can call me Al.” He grinned.
”I like Aloysius better.”
”I am sure I would like your true name better, would you give it me.”
”Did you make the food?” she asked, deftly changing the subject.
”It comes from the kitchens. It’s sustenance, but not much more can be said for it.”
”Did … does the turnkey touch it?” Kiroli poked at the mess on the plate.
”Why would he?”
”I don’t trust him.”
”What prisoner trusts their gaoler? Here, would you take a trade?” From his pouch he pulled a wrapped package and slid it under the door. Kiroli was not to proud to pounce on it, and it smelled much more appetizing than the mess. She attacked it, and Aloysius laughed. “Don’t forget the trade, Betty, or do you wish me to finish my shift in hunger?” She pushed the tray at him. They sat on either side of the door and devoured their respective repasts.
”Do you have the mark?” she said, as soon as she had finished.
”I’ll show you mine if you show me yours.” Aloysius laughed and put his fingers through the bars and beckoned, and Kiroli stood. Just in front of his left ear, a star-shaped birthmark was. Twitching her hair aside, she turned the left side of her face to him. He reached to brush his fingers against her mark, and she reached to do the same to his.
The mark of Retig is the result of a curse placed on the village many generations before the time of this story. A witch, seeking sanctuary from witch hunters, was turned away at the village gates by guardsmen who feared the wrath of the witch hunters to be visited upon their own village, and the mayor, when prevailed upon because the witch demanded they ask their leader, said the same. The witch, leveling her deadly fingers at them, cursed the village for all time. She could have cursed them with death, with famine, with plague, with any number of sickening things, but she cursed them instead with the mark. All born within the village’s boundaries would hence foward be marked as traitors, though what they were traitors to was unclear. She was not thinking very clearly at the time. Her curse came only partly true, as several generations later, no one remembered the meaning of the mark, and most thought it a pretty thing.
Kiroli thought it pretty. Kiroli had seen her own birthmark in her reflection, but how different it appeared on his dark skin. Her fingers touched his face, his fingers touched her face, and each felt something. “You have it!” each said at the same time.
”I’ve never told anyone,” she said.
”Nor I.”
”No wonder you knew I was lying.”
”And you no longer fear me.”
Their hands joined, and they looked into one another’s eyes. They were silent, not speaking. They could not reach each other’s minds nor even feel each other’s feelings, precisely, but each could feel what the other felt toward him or her. Each could feel the other’s character.
”I found out… no one knows why you are here.”
”So you found nothing.” Kiroli dropped her hand. She did not want Aloysius to be in trouble for her sake.
”I’ve found corruption, secrecy, injustice. What more could any man wish for?” He shifted and leaned against the door. “I am going to plead your case to the earl.”
”No, don’t, Aloysius. You don’t know what you might stir up.” Kiroli wrung her hands. “Don’t.”
“It’s too late. I have requested an audience.” He frowned. “I’m told I’ll be seen next spring. It’s too long to wait, but… I don’t know what else to do. I’ll think of something.” He wiggled his fingers at her invitingly, but she did not want him to feel how afraid she was or how much she wanted his help, and so she stepped away. There was a shout, and Kiroli jumped, her heart leapt into her throat. Aloysius turned his head and drew his hand back. “Yes, sir!” he answered, and then his eyes were on her again. “I have to go. I’ll return. Trust me?” Kiroli could but nod, and he was gone, and she was alone.
But only for a moment. The turnkey’s face appeared at the window. There was a rattling, a clanking, which Kiroli only recognized as the turn of a key when the door to her cell came swinging silently open. This door being used more regularly than many in the place, its hinges did not protest the movement. In his hands he bore newly fashioned manacles suitable for a child or a frightened young girl. Before she could stop herself, Kiroli backed away. What prisoner trusts their gaoler? she heard an echo of the amused voice of Aloysius, and she could only conclude that her friend had never shaken his boss’s hand or that if he had, he had not been able to glean the man’s evil intents, since they were not directed at him. The door banged shut behind him just as Kiroli’s back met with the wall. There was nowhere to go. “I’m sorry to have to put these on you,” he said. He smiled, and, were Kiroli able to evaluate him empirically, she might have thought he was not unattractive when he smiled. His smile revealed no hint of harm. It expressed only kind concern. No wonder Aloysius was fooled. Had she not touched him, she would have been fooled as well. The gods must be crazy to allow a man to hide so well; Kiroli did not understand how a man could smile and smile and be a villain.
”Then don’t,” she said. It came out as a whisper, a plea, rather than as a defiant warrior’s warning to a man she intended to kill.
”No reason they need to go on at once,” he agreed, and let them drop. The noise of them echoed around the chamber and started a throbbing pulse in Kiroli’s head. He took a step toward her. She had advantages, Serefina had said so, Serefina would not lie to her, what were they? She could not remember. The turnkey smiled fondly. “You’re no warrior. Aloysius told me. Not that I couldn’t guess.”
Aloysius had told him? How could he have betrayed her! She did not believe it. This man was a liar; Aloysius was not. ”It’s true,” she said, making her voice timid and quavery, which did not require much effort. “I’m not. I’m only a messenger, on secret quest from the king.” You are small, you are a woman, men will be overconfident. His smile increased, and Kiroli guessed that he had heard similar lies from many a desperate prisoner. Some men will not wish to fight a woman, others will be put into a rage that a woman should dare to fight, and they will wish to teach her a lesson. “It’s true, I swear it. I have the mark of it. The king’s mark.”
He scoffed and his smile betrayed itself into a sneer. “Aloysius has the same mark. It’s nothing to do with the king.”
”You test me,” Kiroli said. “That is not the mark I speak of. I would not try to deceive the earl’s man, who naturally is privy to many secret things.” She drew a gasping breath and allowed herself to tremble. Men (men who like women, at least) can be easily distracted, and, when distracted, that moment is yours to do with as you will. “If I fail… oh, good sir, you can’t understand what will come to pass!”
He advanced on her, and Kiroli somehow found the courage to step toward him. ”What ‘mark’ then, sweetheart?” He put his hand on her shoulder and another on her waist as if they were to take a turn at a country dance at a spring festival, as if she were decked out in ribons of violet and daffodils in her hair, as if he had washed and doused himself with sweet smelling spring water, and she shuddered that he called her “sweetheart,” but she smiled up at him, a trembly turn of her lips.
”You know where it is,” she said, briefly allowing her eyes to meet his before dropping them.
He hesitated. He pulled her closer, and his hand touched the bare flesh of her neck, and she could feel that he was unsure whether she was playing some sort of game with him. Underneath his unsureness was that lust, that desire to hurt her, the longing to hear her cry out. She could feel in him that he yearned to feel her struggling beneath him, the imagined feel of it in him was so strong, that she could feel by reflection his memories of how he had done it to others and how this strengthened his lust for her. “I do, but, as you say, I must test you. Tell me where is this mark.”
She leaned her head closer and tilted her chin to direct her whisper at his ear. “The inside of my leg… rather, um, high up?” She made her voice do a squeak, as if she were shy, embarrassed, and blushing rather than disgusted, and nearly fainting with fear.
”Of course,” he said. “You must show me.” Not taking his eyes off her, he reached for the torch and gestured at her. Kiroli planted her feet wide apart and lifted her skirt, gradually, slowly, allowing the hem to rise higher and higher, watching his eyes, which followed the hem of her skirt. She shifted her weight to one foot, letting her hip push outward and turned her other leg to one side, pointing the toe out. Kiroli had no experience with seducing men and did not know what a man might find alluring, but Serefina had said that men were easily distracted, and she had already felt that this man… — well, perhaps “like” was not the right word, but for want of a better one — that this man liked her. His eyes were glued to her legs, and he brought the torch closer, held it high, and Kiroli hitched her skirt that final inch. “It’s right there,” she said. He leaned down, holding the torch away so as not to catch the fabric of her dress afire.
Kiroli brought her leg up in a kick, aiming to catch his jaw with her heel as Serefina had taught her, but her aim went wide, and she caught his shoulder. He grunted and dropped the torch. He staggered backward, his mouth opening to curse her, but Kiroli followed through, letting her leg drop, stepping forward and kicking with her other leg. It was her weaker leg, and he caught her by the ankle — she could feel that her struggle only excited him – but as he stepped away to pull her off balance, his foot met with the grate in the floor, and he stumbled and went down, pulling her with him. Balance. Twisting as she fell, she landed her knee on his abdomen with all her weight behind it, slight though that was, and she heard the whoosh of air as his breath was forcefully expelled. Smoke stung her nostrils, the torch had landed in straw. Now the man was down. She had distracted him, she had brought him down, but she did not know how to deliver a killing blow. Serefina’s instructions had not proceeded so far. She bounced to her feet, thinking to land again with her knee on his throat. He did not move to stop her, he did not move at all, and she stood and looked down at him and remembered to breathe. When falling backward, when he had stumbled, his head had hit the wall. Nearly as stunned as he was, Kiroli stood frozen. Should she take this moment to flee? But he would come after her. Light flared, and, spinning, she noted the damp straw had caught. It smoldered The turnkey groaned and coughed. She turned back. He moved. Kiroli jumped over him and pulled on the door. It was locked! She turned back, he was up on one knee, he was cursing her. She kicked at him again, her foot made contact with some part of his face, there was a burbling yell and he went down. But she could not kill him with kicks. She had not the skill or strength. Even if she had had a weapon, she did not know how to use one! He stood, clutching his hand to his nose, in the smoky light she could see the blood oozing through his fingers, and her stomach roiled. She crouched in nausea, and her fingers touched iron, the manacles, the chains, she sobbed, he would chain her, he would do what he wanted with her, there was nothing to stop him, What would Serefina do? she would kill him, but Kiroli could not. The turnkey was stomping out the flames, he was lifting the guttering torch and placing it in a sconce, why did the accursed walls have so many cursed sconces? He was coming at her, “Give me those!” he screeched, and he spat, bloody froth covered the lower half of his face. Kiroli let out a whimper, she crouched and waited, he came at her, she shot to her feet like an arrow from the bow and swung the iron manacles, swung them by their chains with all her strength, they met the side of his head, and down he went. This time she did not hesitate, she swung them again and again, even after he stopped moving, even after his gurgling cries quieted to burbling breaths, and even when no more breath came from him, she hit him over and over, till the muscles of her arm ceased to operate, and the manacles fell from trembling fingers and she sank down next to her gaoler’s body and knew that her innocence had been taken in no less a horrific fashion than if his designs had been successful.that’s a powerful line -Softleathers 11/30/08 1:34 PM
She bolted for the door, pulled on it and pushed on it before realizing, remembering, that it was locked. Kiroli gathered her wits. The man was dead and there was no going back. Things can never be other than they are, the ancient proverb said, and the truth of it now was undeniable. Keys. Where were the keys? the turnkey had them. She went back to search his body. It was true that she had never feared the dead, but there had never been a dead person whose death she had caused. Her hands went over his form, patting his clothing, and, though she knew he was dead, knew because when she touched his skin she felt only emptiness, still she was tense as a strung bow, tense with the expectation that he would suddenly seize her, he would suddenly sit up, he would throw her down, she would be lost. She found the keys and hugged them to her breast. Truly she had never loved anything so well as she now loved those keys. She scrambled away from the still form of her gaoler and leaned her back against the cold wall. Closing her eyes, breathing in and out, she quieted herself before carefully climbing to her feet and examining the keys. One by one she tried them till the lock mechanism gave way and she was able to pull the door silently open, step out, and close it behind her. Muffling the keys in her skirt, she made her way down the dark corridor toward the light, cursing herself for forgetting the torch but not wanting to go back for it, till she realized the light was moving, coming toward her, and she stopped.
Her eyes darted left and right, there were other cell doors, she pushed first on one, then the other, were they unoccupied? She had never heard voices of other captives, but, empty or not, the doors were locked, and she had no time to try keys, she had been spotted, and a voice shouted, “Ho, you there!” She retreated, but then her mind recognized the voice, it was Aloysius! Composing her features, she turned back to face the advancing light.
”Aloysius, it’s me, Kiroli,” she called, forgetting he did not know her name, and how could her voice sound so smooth, so controlled?
”Betty?” His voice held confusion, amazement.
”It’s Kiroli, my name is Kiroli. I’ve been released. It was all a mistake, so, you see, not everything is corruption and, and….” Her mind went blank. She twisted her hands in her skirt. Don’t touch me. “Can you lead me out? He told me I was to go, but I don’t know the way out.”
”He just told you to go?” He drew near, and for the first time she could see all of him, he was tall, thin, gangly, like a colt who has not yet grown into its own strength. The bones of his shoulders seemed pointy, even under the fabric of his tunic. His legs were long, thin, like a runner’s. His expression was frankly unbelieving, and he reached for her, but she backed away, knowing he wished to ascertain the truth of her words.
”He did.” Surely this was more believable than that she had attacked and overcome the turnkey.
”What’s wrong? What’s….” He came closer, and she bent her head, resigned, and let him touch her. His fingers stroked the side of her face. She felt his concern. “What’s happened? You’re covered in… are you hurt?”
Oh, gods, she had not thought of the blood, she must appear a ghoul. “I don’t think so,” she whispered.
”Then who….”
”Aloysius, don’t ask me anything else, just get me out! Or, if you can’t, just turn away, let me go.”
”What’ve you done, girl?” He grasped her upper arm, turned her and marched her back to the cell from which she had just escaped, and Kiroli knew that she could never harm Aloysius as she had done the turnkey, she would rather die, she would rather suffer anything. If he was bent on imprisoning her again, so be it. They reached her cell, he pushed on the door, it opened freely for she had not taken the time to lock it, and there he was, sprawled in the moldy straw next to the old skeleton, his face a mash of bloody pulp, like nothing so much as the liver of a newly butchered goat. Aloysius cried out, and Kiroli felt her bloodstream ice, as if she had never looked upon such a sight, as if she were not its perpetrator.
”Why — why —” Aloysius stared at the dead, and Kiroli shivered. “He never hurt anyone, he was a good man, it wasn’t his fault you were here, he only did his job, he, he….” Aloysius turned on her, his accusing eyes beating her down. “You didn’t have to kill him! I told you I would help you!”
”Aloysius,” she reached for his hand, he started away like a nervous doe. “I swear to you, I didn’t mean to, didn’t want to, only — Aloysius, he, perhaps he was good to you, perhaps even to most of, of those whom it was his duty to care for, but he was going to hurt me. Perhaps I did wrong, perhaps I should have let him, I don’t know! I only, I only.” She covered her face in her hands and sobbed, once. She would have sunk to the floor, but her knees had locked. Utter misery enveloped her, pressed her down, nothing could be worse than this. If the turnkey had had his way, at least she would be innocent of death, and Aloysius would not be watching her with utter horror and revulsion. She swayed, and a mist rose in her sight, behind her covered eyes, like the mist that had covered the ground in the unicorn’s grove, and she welcomed it, her soul raced to meet it. Something, though, supported her, even as her knees unlocked and she began to fall, her eyes opened in surprise, the mist curled away. The arms of Aloysius were around her. Then he supported her with one arm as he put his hand to her face, brushed her hair away from the mark of Retig, and she raised her arm and pressed his hand to her face, pressed her face into his hand. “He was going to hurt me,” she whispered. Let him feel the truth of it. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry that he wasn’t good, as you thought. I’m sorry that I — that I’m not good, as you thought.”
”Gods,” he breathed. He smoothed her hair again and kissed her forehead, as if his lips could perceive the truth better than could his hand, and Kiroli said again,
”I’m sorry.” He kissed her again, just at her hairline, and yet again, and it was as if they were magic, healing kisses, Kiroli felt strength seep back into her a little, as if it came in through the roots of her hair and seeped all through her brain and soaked down through her body and into all her limbs. Not moving, not wanting to move, but at least feeling confident that she could when it was needful, she said, “If you need to go, just go. I have the keys. Take them. You can call the — I don’t know, the earl’s men, if you must, and tell them — tell them what I’ve done.”
”No.” Kiroli could feel that he was confused, that his loyalties warred within him, that he was protective of her (this feeling was so familiar to Kiroli that a lack of it would have been disturbing). But he said nothing more, and Kiroli was content to wait for several seconds with great patience, but with the returning strength came a sense of urgency. How long before she was discovered?
”Aloysius, you can let me go. You can say that I’ve escaped. Or… lock me up and… find another way to help me, if that is your wish. Or let me suffer justice for what I’ve done. But –” She felt that he made a decision, but before she could tell what it was, he let go and stepped away, stepped out into the corridor and returned with a long, metal rod. Using this as both lever and tool, he detached and moved, with great effort, the iron grate that lay in the floor. Kiroli did not move until he dropped the rod and, putting his foot against the seat of the body of the turnkey, began shoving him toward the opening. “Let me,” she said, feeling that, after all, it was her mess and she should clean it up. She took hold of the dead man’s bloody clothing and pulled while Aloysius pushed, and together they rolled the corpse into the opening. She felt the second when it became weightless, the second that gravity reached for it with talons of iron, and the corpse somersaulted and fell. She counted, one, two, three, four, and from far below there came a splash. She sighed and bowed her head and felt that she should say a small prayer, but no words came to mind, she was only relieved that he was gone, that he could not hurt her or anyone again, and the prayer that escaped her mouth was “Thank you.”
There was a noise from behind her, and she looked up from her kneeling position to see Aloysius’s anguished face. For a terrified moment she feared he would push her in after the body, and she caught her breath and tensed in preparation for the fall, for the plunge into freezing water, but he extended a hand to her to help her up. The two youths could not know, but their action of corpse disposal saved the life of Marlin and Rhone, who, at this very moment and at the other end of the dungeon leapt into the subterranean river, and the author knows that her time lines may not be exactly right, but that is something to be fixed in editing. Aloysius’s face spasmed as their hands touched, and he said, “I know how to get you out.”
CHAPTER SOMETHING: IN WHICH THERE IS A MONSTER, OF SORTS, BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO HAVE A MONSTER, DON’T YOU THINK? IN A DUNGEON? OR THEREABOUTS?
The water was uncomfortably cold but not as frigid as might have been expected, not the freezing cold that stops breath in lungs, and the current pushed at him, so Marlin planted his feet wide apart and looked up, but no sign of the opening through which they had jumped was visible. Rhone’s breath came in gasps, she scrabbled at him. “Don’t leave me!”
”Nay, lady, do not fear, I will not.” He was somewhat surprised that she had jumped in after him. Surely it would have been better for her to leave the way she had come and report that the prisoner had escaped. “Undo the manacles, they will weigh me down.” He raised his arms and rattled the chains.
”Yes… yes… ” she fumbled with one hand, keeping the other locked tightly in his clothing. “it’s here, it’s here….” She cursed under her breath, but seconds later cursed aloud, eloquently and with the curses of one who has spent much time amongst soldiers. “I don’t have them! They are lost! The keys! Oh, that I should die like this!”
”No one is dying yet,” Marlin said, amused. He sighed. “Well, best hope the water does not deepen overmuch.” He turned and began slogging in the direction of the current, drawing Rhone behind him. Beneath him, rocks turned under his feet, but the water buoyed his legs enough that he did not stumble. Everywhere were the sounds of water, bubbling, rushing, trickling.
”It is quite deep where it comes out,” she lamented.
”Then best hope my strength does not give out, starved as I have been.”
”Food! I brought you food; no, it was in my pack!” She cursed more, and Marlin was rather impressed at the extent of her vocabulary of the vulgar. “Where the keys are also! I jumped without it, curse you; you rob me of my power of reason!”
”If I rob you of this, reason follows that I would have it. Since I do not, I believe you owe me an apology.”
”I’m sorry!” she sobbed. “I’m sorry!”
”Apology accepted. Hush, don’t cry.” He reached to pat her and his chains rattled.
”Curse you, I hate you! I don’t want to die!” She sobbed copious tears.
”I vow to do everything in my power to prevent that coming to pass,” said Marlin. “But, Lady Rhone… if you hate me, why did you endeavor to set me free?”
”Because you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, and I could not bear the thought of that beauty being wasted in a dungeon, in the dark!”
Marlin supposed he should be flattered. “It’s kind of you….” he said. ”Lady… lady, take heart. All we need do is follow the current and we will come into the light. Isn’t this so?”
”I don’t know,” she wailed. “Who can know what is down here? No one has ever escaped the dungeons and lived!”
”What is down here is water,” said Marlin. “And perhaps fish.” His stomach rumbled at the thought of fish, fried fish. Fried over a skillet with wild onion and wild sage. Fortunately, the noise of the water was enough to hide the noise of his stomach, so there was no need to excuse himself to her. The lady’s sniffles, however, were quite audible as they progressed through the dark. Gradually the water deepened and the current quickened.
”Wait!” said Rhone. “The water, it’s too deep. We must go back.”
”Lady, can you swim? There is no going back.”
”Of course I can swim, peasant!” she cried.
”I meant no insult. Forgive me.” Marlin bit his lip. It would be difficult to swim, bound in iron manacles as he was, and if he had to at the same time keep the lady afloat, they were lost. “Keep a hold on me, and float while I walk. I am taller, and the water is not too deep for me.”
”But how long until it is?” She scrabbled at his chest. “What can I hold onto? You’re unclothed!” she said accusingly, as though she were not the cause of Marlin’s being in this condition.
”Put your arms around my neck,” he suggested. She did so, linking her hands together at his collar bone. “Now, simply float, lady.” Instead, she wrapped her legs around his middle, which was a bit startling, but, taken all in all, with the support of the water, her weight was negligible, so he shrugged and continued downstream. “I am your mount then, lady.”
”My ox,” she said. She laughed a little, and Marlin was glad that her spirits were lifted. A spirited woman was easier to care for than a panicky one. He felt her lay her cheek against the back of his neck. “I, have I ever told you that I fear the dark?”
”Nay, lady. You have not had opportunity to tell me this.”
”I do. I can’t bear it. Why, oh, why did you have to throw away the torch?”
”Forgive me. But I fear the torch would not have lasted us. The water deepens and I could not hold it aloft.” He sighed. Were it not for the manacles, he could float downstream and spare a great deal of effort. Slogging through the water, now up to his collar bone, was beginning to wear him out. “How far are we from the exit?”
”Who can say?” Her hands stroked his chest. “Over land, on horseback, it is half a day’s ride from the earl’s castle.”
”Half a day!” Marlin’s heart sank. “Do you know of a surety, that this is even the same river?”
”What other river would it be! It is under the ground, and in the valley a river emerges from the ground.”
Marlin groaned. But there was nothing to do but continue on hope. The water deepened still more, and Marlin tried moving to one side and then the other of the river, but the banks were nothing but steep and slippery stone, and there was no difference in the depth of the water. Marlin instructed the lady Rhone to climb to his shoulders, that her head might ride above the water, while he strode along the bottom in great, floating strides, leaping to the surface to catch a breath, sinking back to the bottom, and so on, till the water grew even too deep for this activity. On his next leap, out of breath, his head ringing with the effort, he struggled to remain afloat. “You must swim, lady!” he shouted. The rush of water made it difficult to hear. “I cannot keep you afloat!”
”I’ll lose you!” she cried, tightening her hold in a panic. “This cannot be for nothing!” Marlin pried her hands loose and pushed her away, over her shrieking protests.
”If I sink, I’ll only drag you down, lady. Do you have a sash, a belt? I’ll hold on.” There was a struggle as she unwound her sash, retied it and put the end in his hands.
”Tie it to yourself!” she commanded.
”Nay, lady, I’ll drag you down!” he repeated.
”Do it! And if you sink, I’ll untie my end! Do it!” Marlin did so, sinking as he tied. He struggled again to the surface, so weary that he nearly wished to drown. He began to swim with the current, forcing his arms to move in a frog stroke, the chain being too short to allow for an arm- over- arm stroke. Soon he settled into a rhythm that was automatic as a machine. Rhone swam beside him, being more towed than she was swimming, though this was not due to lack of effort on her part but rather to Marlin’s greater strength. The current picked up, the noise increased, the water frothed around them. At one point the lady cried out and clutched at Marlin. “Rocks!” she shouted in his ear. He struggled to keep from sinking and drew a deep breath to shout at her to let go when the current propelled him into a rock with a force as if he had fallen from a tall tree to land on his belly. He had no breath to gasp, no breath even to vomit the negligible contents of his stomach. His head went under, he smashed into another obstacle. Rhone’s body went limp, and the motivation to save her was greater than the motivation to save his own life. He struggled to the surface, struggled to keep her head above the water. The current streamed him past unseen boulders, dealing him glancing blows. He struggled to keep his body as parallel to the surface as he could to avoid the greater part of submerged obstacles and was smashed to and fro like something that gets smashed to and fro. He knew he could not keep this up for much longer and gave up trying to keep afloat, instead trying to grasp at boulders that went by, thinking he could at least rest before continuing. The rocks were slippery with slime and the current forceful, and several missed opportunities and painful blows later, an idea occurred to him. Spreading his arms wide, he allowed the current to move him till by chance his chain caught on a rock. The first few, his chain slipped over them even as his hands had done, but then he chanced upon a rock with a rougher surface, and the chain caught and held. His first thought was for the lady, and he pulled her free of the water, not knowing if she still lived. He pounded her back, she coughed, she breathed, but she did not wake. Trembling with exertion and shivering with cold, Marlin rested himself against the rock, catching his breath till he nearly slept.
A noise awoke him. The noise was watery, but it was not the water. It disturbed the water in a way that the boulders did not. Marlin opened his eyes to a strange, blueish illumination, and for a hazy moment he thought angels had come to collect him, but then he saw the two round glowing orbs floating in the air above the water, a few feet above the level of his head, and the creature below these orbs that blinked at him.
”Ho!” Marlin cried out in surprise. He would have leapt from the water like a dolphin had any strength remained to him. The creature tilted its head as a dog will do when its master addresses it, and Marlin had time to examine it, what of it he could see. Its head was like that of a seal, not that Marlin had ever seen a seal, it was whiskered with doe eyes, a cold, wet, nose, and needle sharp teeth, and above its head on stalks grew the two glowing orbs that lit the creature’s way.
”Ho,” repeated the creature, and Marlin’s heart nearly seized up, for never had he met any creature that could imitate human speech. “You are fortunate that I do not hunger. What swims or floats or drowns in this river is mine, and earlier this day I had quite a good meal, a being like yourself that fell with a great splash into my domain.” He spoke, of course, of Rusty the turnkey, whom Kiroli and Aloysius had neatly disposed of. No evidence would ever be found of his passing, for the creature devoured and digested all, even bones.
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